Saturday, September 29, 2007

Im here to share abt this INTERESTING website of our FAMOUS SINGAPORE STAR
Didnt know that he have a pool of models that are available for events, fashion shows, dancing, hosting, acting/video, commercials as well as shoots
no harm taking a look at wht he have yea.. impressed? im think its quite entertaining to read up what he wrote abt them
http://www.stevenlim.net/models.htm

wow.. steven lim complaining abt our famous xiaxue! LMAO
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=riBS5cURFRI

hehee... happen to b at posb bank..
so i changed $20 notes.. each person can change for 2... so im keeping it! its nice
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this is me in my room.. im freaking bored..
i hate to go out on wkends.. i hate e crowds..so im back to blog
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happy to get e hot pink dior gloss!
n this heart shape necklace from river island.. i love their "bling bling" accessories..
almost bought a shade.. still considering if i should get it..
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im gonna turn 20 in 1 month's time.. sigh.. i hate to grow old..
welcome me into e 20's club.. oh god!
lots of frens have been asking me wht do i want.. becos they dun wana get things tht i wun use
so im gonna come up with a "want list" to make their life easier..

was at BBDC yesterday for e lessons.. surprisingly e instructor knows me!
lol.. he happen to step onto my IC size pic of me with my IC number behind it..
and he picked it up and checked e system n found out my name
so he expected me to attend one of his lesson soon
and yes.. it happened yesterday and tht was my last theory lesson.. v "qiao"..
im glad tht he is more entertaining instructor unlike a few others tht can really make me fall aslp during theory lessons

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hahaa.. jus got an email from adrian
thanks for e pic..

im very angry abt "Shop Lah" owner!
He reserved a white dress for me and wanted to GIVE it to me FOC after helping him
Due to my busy schedule, i cant meet him and collect it and he sold it off without informing me
I felt that he should have informed me thru msn/sms before selling it off to another lady who urgently need it for wedding
its basic respect and manners

e worse part is, dear zoe actually went all e way down to his place to collect for me but he said NO MORE! he actually showed it to her e first time she went down to collect her buys from him. I seriously feel bad becos she took a cab down to his place!
And when i brought up this matter to him, he replied me on msn for awhile den after he ignored me totally!
I have given him chance to explain. He could have explained to me nicely but he wanted to try me. So be it
No integrity guy really piss me off!

Cmon! i have helped u out several times, resizing e pics for ur online shop, giving u some informations u need and stuffs. Online with u until 3, 4 or even 5 am sometimes?Is this e way u treat ur FRIEND?
isit becos u said tht u r giving it to me FOC, im not paying for it, thts y u did this? U know it very well tht i could have bought it myself, received it and wore it if u didnt say tht u will buy me meal and pass it to me foc!! I had enough of being so nice to pple, doing free advertising for pple's "shop lah" site!

Sigh.. im angry becos of e way he treat pple, e way he do things, his words cant b trusted. nothing to do abt paying or not paying for e dress becos nothing on his website is expensive. At e end of e day, im still nice enough. i didnt put up his name

Friday, September 28, 2007

sigh.. first time i regret not going down for a casting..
oh well.. serve me right
supposed to go down for a 2nd round casting which require some dancing and video which im not confident abt..
n also heard tht they want ang moh and its long queue.. waiting time of 1hr+
in fact, i was v near e place on e first day.. but i was really tired so i changed it to 2nd day..
jaslin went down on first day but changed to 2nd day becos of long queue.
so i didnt turn up after tiring photoshoots and not having enough slp.. dear jaslin didnt turn up as well...
just got to know tht we were actually selected but becos we didnt turn up, they dropped us..
arrgghh! i learn my lesson.. there goes my $$
i shouldnt just give up halfway.. sigh.. thts bad..
sob~
francis told me "what happened yesterday is the past, what tomorrow holds is a mystery. Treasure today as a gift for it is called the present"
reminded me of a tv show back den.. they use this as well
one more from Long Vacation~
"When things are not going your way, take it is Heaven is giving you a Long Vacation"

mid autumn festival..
have lots of mooncakes & "ba gua" at home..
oh god, im seriously growing fat! i can see my tummy.. getting bigger
alrights.. time to share some pics
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mini mooncake.. cute?? hehee..
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yummy yummy "ba gua"! i eating it~
reminds me of yan, he told me he hate it but love mooncake.. too bad, he's in london
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taken with leanna last sunday after e photoshoot..
leanna love black n her style is slightly gothic, tht explains her thick black eye liner.. oh god, standing beside her makes my eye look so small!
we bought our dress together.. sigh
reminds me tht we were scammed by this guy name gabriel at cine! we bought e dress at 50bucks but found out bugis village selling it at 27! tried contacting him but he didnt reply..
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im super bored! lying on e bed slacking before i shower
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LOL... by mr allan wong! he cant finish e salad!

sigh.. nw my darlings having problems..
im somehw stuck in e middle.. i pray tht everything will be ok soon..
i really do.. cant wish to see e 3 of us drifting apart cos we do care for one another and love hanging out together
sigh.. going for bbdc lessons again!! sigh... somehw i dislike going to tht place.. lots of tikopek..

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

a nice fren of mine reminded me of something i learned back in pri sch..
"Empty vessels make the most noise"
and i agree with it totally! LMAO!
That explains abt "keyboard warriors" (according to kenneth) behind e computer flamming about poor fellow bloggers around..

other possibilities which can be related:

- No life, no friends, no work, no school= TOO FREE + immature
A normal person will be busy working/ dealing with their own problems. They wouldn't have such time to do such things. Even myself, i have never done such thing becos whenever i have free time, i wana spend it with my frens/family
Mature person wouldn't do such thing. They will just read the blog and leave.. even if he/she leave a comment, it is pleasant comment/reasonable

- Low self esteem, no confident, attention seeker, coward, jealous
Bring pple down and make himself/herself feel better and also get attention which he/she never get. They just wish that they are as pretty/handsome/popular as those bloggers
They usually call themselves "anon" and other stupid nicknames which is simply dumb. Is there a need to hide in e dark? Cant use real name and show real face while commenting such irritating msges?

Oh well.. whtever it is, personally i dont feel hurt abt wht these pple say abt me.. To be honest, i feel sad for them, i pity them for not having a right perception abt life. They are simply wasting their precious time of e short & unpredictable life.
Therefore, im here to tell all e victims who have such flammers on blog, PLEASE DO NOT BE UPSET! u should be happy that there r pple who wants ur attention so badly, feel so jealous abt u and spend so much time reading abt u. CHEERS! ignoring them is e best way out
This explains why i didnt set my blog as private blog even after so many considerations. Its not worth setting it as private.. other readers as well as frens will be affected becos of these flammers, which is unfair to them.

met up with my darlings + allan (since it was his off day) yesterday at suntec..
had lunch at fish & co.. felt quite stressed..
in fact, it was one of e most stressful lunch i had..
leanna ordered food but had no appetite to eat..
i kept asking her to eat.. can see tht she's not feeling gd..
she was so quiet and also knew tht things r not on track..
so we thrashed things out and also heard from her side..
yes i do felt bad when she mentioned abt e problems she have especially family matters
hopefully things will be back on track soon..
hugs... u know tht we care abt u.. we really do.. muack..
sigh...

Monday, September 24, 2007

Do you know me well??
Try this~ e first test that i create for pple around me to try..
have fun! crack ur head thinking!

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i need lots of rest!!
slept ard 3 hrs before going for sat shoot..
becos i got home at 3am after herbert's bday n mini supper
n den i slept ard 5hrs before sun shoot..
hmm.. cos i had stomach cramps.. sigh.. girls thing again.. i seriously hate it!
im becoming panda~
dear naomi went for shoot without any slp.. *clap clap* i duno hw to manage to do it..
i cant do it.. my record was 1 hr+ slp before shoot cos i cant slp well..
feels weird today during e shoot..
organiser shren wasnt around due to some family matter..
kind of miss her.. hehee!!

my pc sux!! i downloaded Audition to play for fun..
days ago, i was with casse and she played audition and it seems fun, so i decided to try
but my monitor turn black whenever i play halfway! its really frustrating!
i duno wth is wrong.. this happens once awhile.. sigh..
my gd fren george told me tht he will come over and fix it for me soon..
im such a computer idiot! BOOO!!!

$$$$$$$$$$$$$
i hate to talk abt money... i really do..
especially when i lend pple money and pple didnt return me..
somehw i duno hw to get e money back.. i just duno hw to ask it back..
i dun have e habit of borrowing money unless i have no choice (eg: no atm machine nearby, cant use nets/credit card and im really out of cash) but i will make it a point to return e person.
i will ask e person who lend me tht it is a MUST to REMIND me if i forget abt it..
N also i havent get payments for doing events..
they drag n drag.. sigh! pray hard tht i will get them soon~

oh well.. as usual.. i do have pics to add..
but im tired.. gonna K.O. soon..
pls forgive me for delaying my pics again.. hehe
nights all.. candy dreams!

pics~~
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taken at last wk shoot.. thanks to e photographer.. i love it..
its really diff side of me
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it was raining yesterday morning.. luckily i brought along my umbrella
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this is sweetie pie naomi..
i love her eyes... e big round eyes and natural long lashes.. hehe..

just remember something tht francis told me which makes sense to me
and i just told leanna abt it when she was kind of upset abt her frens..
He told me tht Im just like the driver of a bus(refers to my life), im in control of e route i take
During e journey, there will be different stages/stops.. passengers(refering to friends) will enter the bus(my life) and leave anytime they want. We cant them control when they wana leave..
Not many pple will actually stand by me all e time..
its gd enough to have just afew nice buddy and im glad i have them

Saturday, September 22, 2007

happy bday herbert korkor!
went down to his bday with my darlings.. as well as casse
met usual pple like elliott, mel chia, vince, kenneth, eugene, jason and more..

hehe.. took lots of pics last night.. but some were deleted off cos its v blur/well taken
lazy to type too many words.. let e pics do e talking ok?
will b back to write when i have more time.. shagged~
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MOST IMPORTANT PERSON OF E DAY! BDAY BOY!!
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at dragonfly.. upstairs.. with darling mel
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casse, mel n i
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leanna mel n i
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4 of us
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with elliott
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with kenneth
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part of his bday present from us.. hehee... tits cookie!
oppz.. i forgot to take pic of his candy thong.. haha.. *shall grab from mel's blog*
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pink wall in bellini room
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e wall in power hse..
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view from bellini room looking down to movida from one side..
another side is actually dragonfly.. but i didnt snap a pic
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with naomi..
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naomi's nails.. its so nice!


dragonfly performance
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e angel
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chao ah beng sly sim.. from Singapore Idol.. rem him? i bet not..
when he came out, we rolled our eyes.. LOL..
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when this lady came out and sing.. everyone clap..
she's really gd! sang one night in beijing with sly sim n covered his voice.. wahaha! e hairstyle is v STYLO and outfit is cool!
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taken at suntec.. v nice right?
i was with rain and jane.. n i forgot to take pics with them..
ARGH!!!

did a morning shoot with babes like candice, winnie and one more.. hmm cant rem her name again..
it was a v v hot morning!!! but everything went on pretty well..
n again.. i rushed off n didnt snap a pic with them..
oh well.. wasted!

deep down in me.. im crying again.. i cant help it..
im trying to control myself..
i feel e pain on my old wounds again..
is it recovering? whts e remedy?
im not feeling well but i cant find a gd "doctor" for me

sigh.. paperger hates COPYCATS!
only know hw to follow pple.. MEOW MEOW!!!
when one buy something, e meow meow cat will also buy e same thing n use it e same way trying to imitate e person.. N worse still, meow meow cat feels so confident and think tht "it" looks fabulous! soon after become arrogant..
cmon! cant u think of something CREATIVE? do it ur own way/style.. YUCK!
whtever it is.. copycat will always b copycat.. can never be original
copying someone else may backfire.. u gonna have wht to takes to bring out e style and "is e item suitable for u?"

Thursday, September 20, 2007

hehe.. bumped into other pretty babes yesterday..
sweetie pie jaslyn, cutie juney, dear casse, dear gilian and amy.. oh ya.. not forgetting my darlings melissa as well as leanna..
took some pic but i dun have time to upload here nw.. gonna go down bbdc n sign up for their driving courses!! AT LAST IM GOING DOWN BBDC after dragging for so long!! N den going down for spa.. woohooo!! :D:D:D:D:D
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with sweetie pie jaslyn
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with dear mel
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surprise! wahhaaa... whos tht? haha.. thts benn
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2 crazy girls! hehe*
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grp pic
yeah yeah.. dear maggie is giving birth next month!! hehe.. another oct baby girl!!
im sure tht her bb girl will look super cute n beautiful cos maggie is pretty mummy and her hubby is gd looking dude.. take gd care my dear maggie!! hehe.. lots of us r excited to see ur bb girl~~ she came up with a cute name for her bb girl.. e name matches her little boy's name too..

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found this pic of me.. taken sometime ago.. hahaa

pics taken at tempus event.. (btw, thanks larry & shawn for e pics, i receive both of ur emails)
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with qiqi n casse
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grp pics

ok! im off to bed.. nights.. gonna be at herbert's bday tml n havin wkend shoot

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

pics taken on wkend.. from photographer romie as well as his fren
thanks
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Monday, September 17, 2007

britney spears VMA 2007 performance

i was shock to see this come back performance by her.. poor britney
can see tht she was trying..



this video was during 2001, im a slave for u performance.. see the big difference even though outfit almost e same skimpy type.. and e pic was during 2000 performance
she was e pop princess back den... pretty face with hot body.. loved by many
i gonna admit tht i love a few of hers songs and watch her mtv dance back den..

THE TRUTH!


i guess this is done by her fan.. showing her right heel was broken. therefore her dance perfomance is affected.. its freaking hard to dance with broken heel.. very unstable..
but lip syncing is another matter.. maybe becos she havent perform for ages..
e truth is, she did put in effort.. slimed down alot.. and last min changes were made for her performance
e only thing is.. i dun understand why she wore this outfit.. was unflattering for her.

hopefully, she will be back on track soon.. she still look v pretty! love her big cat shape eyes, sharp nice nose and sexy thin lips.. jiayou!!
we gonna understand that she had tough time abt her marriage, kids and even her record company wanted to drop her. her exbf justin timberlake was nice enough and helped her.. after 3 yrs of ups and downs in her life, she is back.. i gonna admit tht it was quite bad but we cant judge her by just one performance. im sure she will improve and be better

Sunday, September 16, 2007

im back.. alot of stuffs to blog abt.. let me recall wht i did.. hehe
oh ya.. saw lots of taggings on my tagboard.. i would love to reply one by one but its really time consuming.. so i have decided not to reply individually, just wanna say thanks for all ur concern.. im still ok:D

u may see these pics of me before.. but this is e hard copy tht harry passed me.. its taken by his cousin..
thts really nice of him.. he went thru e trouble of doing up e pics, printed out into magazine cover size and even laminated them.. Thank you!
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becos of this.. they start calling me "ah ger".. N some of my frens saw this series of pics asked me, OMG.. u look so young!!! when was this taken? to be honest, it was taken around 3months ago..

fri night
did HSBC event with dear peggy and her frens..
we dressed up as superman, batman, cat woman as well as wonder woman.. so cute!
its was quite tiring to stand for 3 hrs but its quite fun as time pass rather fast while we do our job- mingle with guest and take pics. Haven't met peggy for sometime, she still look so pretty!! hehe~
she is so funny.. when e coordinator walked passed us and said why are we together as he told us to split up into 2 groups.. peggy replied him "we're having super heros meeting". LMAO!
poor terence and peggy wore e mask for 3 hrs.. i think its a torture, may end up having outbreaks? luckily wonderwoman n superman wun wear mask.. hehe..
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batman & superman
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wonderwoman & catwoman
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wonderwoman & superman
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wonderwoman & batman
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e superheroes gathering!
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peggy n i after work!! woohooo!! happy!! e event was smooth even though there are afew tikopeks who try to b funny with us..
pls refer to peggy's blog to see more pics we took with her camera.. hehe!

After e event, i met dear leanna and melissa at vivo
Told them that i haven't ate dinner and they bought me packed sushi.. so nice of them..
lucky me.. have such sweet babes as my close frens
we head down to dbl o by cab..e queue was super long! luckily we hop onto a cab who wana go chinatown area which is quite near our destination. free entry was before 10pm, luckily we made it on time.
i cant be there till late.. cos i have photo shoot on sat morning
met herbert, elliot, mel, kenneth, eugene, sam, cash, chris, matthew and more..
leanna wore a super sexy dress from chaos and attracted so much attention from tikopek
mel and i gonna protect her from these irritating despos! argghh.. they are so annoying!! kept coming up n disturb us.. luckily we have korkor herbert ard to protect us, hahaa he looks abit like bouncer tht night when he show no expression n stood rooted onto e ground like a statue..
my leg hurt so much after standing for 3 hrs event n den dance with them for quite awhile..
tht was e first day i wore e new heels from mondo and have some problem.. right heel isnt stable and i almost fall several times..
i intended to leave by 1am but den drag on till 2am because of this stupid DJ who cheated us!!
we waited 7 songs just for a song tht we want.. i was super pissed off until e extend of showing a international sign.. which looks _l_, got it?? showing my middle finger after going thru these shit!
crazy girls(refering to 3 of us) wore dresses together.. LOL.. n guess wht? we pull each other dresses like little kids for fun.. wahahaa.. guess we were too bored~ no cute guys ard.. boooo!! shared cab with dear mel and i knock out soon after i got home.. gonna check out e pics at nightlife.sg.. vin took quite a few pics of us cos our blur korkor herbert bring camera but no memory.. LOL
Pls refer to melissa's blog to find out more about e night we had together at dbl o.. oh god.. look at e way she describe e night out.. its freaking funny~ LMAO! she nv fail to make us laugh
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sat~
slept 3hours+ and wake up at 7am!!
had hard time getting myself out of e comfortable bed...
wish i could slp more.. sigh.. as usual, im late for shoot..
duno why.. i always drag time.. so sorry for keeping u guys waiting for around 30mins..
Saw some familar faces.. hehe
during my first outfit, i was still so sleepy..
it rained after i change into 2nd outfit.. but its ok.. i pose with my pink umbrella!
hehe.. for my 3rd outfit, e rain stopped.. it was smooth shoot!
had lunch with them at mcdonalds and rush home to recharge my "battery"

went down to Zouk, worked for Puma event~
hehe.. worked with amanda, belinda, christalbelle and more..
allan came down to zouk and look around..
time passed quite fast.. n woohoo!! we can knock off!
e in charge was really stressed up and somehow gave us bad attitude
He actually shouted at us.. he chased 2 of them out by shouting "get out!"..
and when he asked us to return e puma products, den i blur blur handed over to him.. but he scolded me when i was innocent.. but i dun care! wahahaa..
cos i cant wait to change n get e drinks with e coupons!
He made our dear amanda quite angry.. hugs babe.. everything is ok.. chill~
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with e other 3 girls who did e event with me after we changed~
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Den bump into melissa and her frens at e bar upstairs! hehe.. passed her 2 of my coupons n introduce her e sour apple + 7-up drink.. its really nice! i love it and order it too.. hehe.. not forgetting another fav of mine, lychee martini!
argghh.. i think im e worse dressed.. cos i saw e sms of bringing berms, shorts & sneakers, so i matched with cap n a simple spag top.. didnt bring heels.. this is e first time im shorter den mel.. damn sad!!! i look so young when i dress in this manner..
after finishing up e drinks quickly, i rush off! gonna be up early for shoot again
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mel and i.. muack for her.. hehe
crazy mel and i.. wahahhaa! lookin at our hands..
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OMG! our dbl o stamp can still be seen!! btw, we showered ok?
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our stamp for zouk entry~
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allan's stamp is M- member.. different from mine..

sun
sigh.. woke up at 7+am.. was raining v heavily so i checked with romie if e shoot is still on
oh well.. i was stuck in the traffic jam on express way PIE for quite long..
these days, i take cab almost everyday.. sigh!! slap myself!
first time so late for shoot due to wake up quite late, prepare slow, bad weather & traffic jam
super sorry to make them wait for so so so long! 1 hr..

i would say tht e themes of e shoot are creative and interesting.. a different side of huirong
however, i was quite unhappy abt e last theme because i was unaware about the details of dirtying my makeup on face, neck as well as shoulder until i got there for the shoot.. i felt tht i should be informed in advance of wht to expect instead of getting surprises. And also shoot organiser should take care/protect the model. Hmm, it was miscommunication
Its not their fault too.. they did asked me if im ok with it.. to be professional and nice, i said ok, i will try (even though i may feel uncomfortable)

To be honest, felt uneasy and uncomfortable with such paint on me especially when its applied with fingers and brush by them.. not makeup artist.. i remember playing with such paint with i was a kid.. furthermore i took up painting for several yrs, be it water colour, acrylic, oil panting and more..
I had suggested the organiser(last wk) to get makeup artist to achieve better results since they wana try theme shoot but i guess they wana cut cost. They requested me to smile, i tried but i really cant smile, cos my face is really "black" and i was quite "sian" especially when im a straight forward person, its reflected on my face.. so we ended e shoot..
I apologised to them about being unhappy or rather gave "black face". It wasn't because of them, just felt that i should be inform earlier and be prepared. Or rather turn down the idea before the actual shoot day cos its not nice to do so. hopefully such incident wouldn't happen in future.. sorry~
This is the really the first time i felt unhappy/angry during photo shoot. i ended up with pimple on my left face.. sobsob~

collected my cosmetics which i ordered from japan & taiwan as well as a little present(dior gloss) to reward myself after working hard ~
yuppie! so happy~ i love them, e packaging and design is so nice!
its highly raved in overseas~ selling very well..
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kate gel eyeliner-black, dior addict ultra shine reflect(wanted to get e hot pink shade but out of stock :(, so i took light pink), Kanebo LAVSHUCA blusher, christmas limited edition Shiseido Majolica Majorca imitation kiss lip gloss-hot pink shade, Shiseido Majolica Majorca Neo Automatic Eyeliner-black
my next target is benefit cosmetic items!
*updating pics.. pls be patient..

Friday, September 14, 2007

everyone have ups and downs in life..
pple who read my postings on blogs will think that things have been pretty smooth for me
however, i feel that i'm out of luck..
example: comex incident, during GCA (e prop-tree of e booth, dropped and hit right side of my head while i was working, its really heavy-need 2 guys to carry it and hurts! end up having "bun" on my right head), encounter weird guys kept pestering me and refuse to let go, had v scary nightmare last night which im so afraid tht it will come true, school stuffs (which i feel that i wanna have a break off my studies) and many more

due to e fact that this is public blog, somehow i'm restricted to write anything i feel.
I started blogging for my frens to view abt updates of my life (be it positive or negative) and it's suppose to act as an online dairy for me
when i rant abt my mis-fortunate incidents which TRUE, outsiders who don't know me feel that i'm bitchy and love to complain
Hmm.. its ironic.. but today, i don't wanna care about these pple.. im gonna blog whtever i want. I don't need everyone to like me cos im not born to live up to everyone's expectation/ pls everyone. Different pple have different perspective..

Sometimes, i feel quite aimless and things seems to go haywire and down slope.. I dunno why.. I just wanna be happy but it seems so difficult.. I have been thinking, Is this what i want? Am i going off track? Sometimes, i'm quite confused about my life and i doubt myself..
On e surface, i look strong but deep down in me, i'm not..
i have lots of fears in me.. e problem lies within me..

there are so many stuffs.. i dunno where to start blogging, so i kept all within myself cos i dun wanna make my family and frens worry too much abt me.. so i put on a mask pretending that everything goes smoothly and seems happy. im someone who hate to give pple ard me additional worries and problems. I guess its also part of modelling job too.. there are times whereby my exbf and i had qurrels but i still have to do my job, smile happily for photo shoots even though i wasn't happy. Sometimes, encounter some weirdos/nasty pple whom we dun like but kept coming towards us during events, we still have to "entertain" them..

Its weird.. i never fail to cheer up pple around me and encourage them when they feel down except myself..
Yes i have been single for quite awhile.. Not because i'm very picky, flirt, unwanted or wht ever ridiculous reasons pple can ever think of. Its simply because i'm not ready and also one of my fear. I'm afraid of falling for wrong person, end up hurting myself, getting emotional and more. And i don't wish to waste each other effort, time, money and more... I have seen some people keep changing a bf/gf soon after each breakup and i don't understand why. maybe they need someone by their side always, they don't have friends? or maybe they feel "lonely" without a partner.

Having a bf/gf is as though having a "desert"- can be sour, sweet, bitter (depending on the ingredients u use), u can still survive without it.
It's also a cycle to me. Similar to human life.. from a infant, teens, adult, age & pass away.. but as for love, beginning is always v sweet honeymoon period, den e rocking path, problems arise and if they are able to overcome it, they will proceed further; marriage. Most of e cases, couples are unable to overcome e problems together and they end the relationship.

Alrights, i gonna get ready for e event later and den meet my frens after.. and having shoots on wkends.. i will be back to update.. afew more pics of myself to share
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Thursday, September 13, 2007

did a simple short event today..
dressed up in v cute outfit.. FAIRY OUTFIT with pretty babes.. cheryl & haley~

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little girl seems so happy to see e fairies!!
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sweet haley.. e purple fairy!
i think she looks great in it
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a diff side of cheryl.. no more thick black eye liner.. cos she is e white fairy
cheryl.. thts e cute side of u.. girly cheryl~~
hehee
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myself~ hehee.. e pink fairy!

GUESS WHT!! THIS IS E TOILET OF THE LEGEND..
looks nice

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

s thmore pics of gaming event~
e audition dance performace! so kawaii!!

had live band performance as well.. asiasoft took up almost half of e hall

i love e cosplay outfits.. v cool!
they look so cute..

pretty sexy june! love her assets.. haha.. nice nose.. big eyes n xxxx
she is pure chinese.. envy!!

derrick.. argghh.. v cool guy.. dun let me snap pics of him..

they look like couple? intially, i tot they r together

hahaa.. winnie n i.. we took lots of pics..

our super woman outfit!!

was sitting at my booth..

went for the hour glass tempus event at swissotel.. after we had dinner with e rest on e last day of gaming event

with pretty casse.. OI!! benn n aug, dun extra leh!! LOL

saw something interesting..
"he" writes..

this is wht he wrote.. beautiful writing~

met dear qiqi~~ hehe.. we had gd pics.. waitin for e pic!

met my darlings mel as well as leanna yesterday..
mel jus got back from HK.. really happy!
i duno y, i miss them lots if i nv meeting them for few days!

had breakfast, lunch & dinner.. 3 in 1 meal at taka~
hehee.. sweet mel bought me chocolate fromHK! love her~
den we went for mini shopping.. i bought a pair of heels from mondo..
shortie like me need heels desperately!!
den went to cine~ bought a beautiful silk dress at half price..
n know e salesman aka designer, gabriel..
oh well, leanna n mel exaggerated this part on their blog!!
i will b bak to add on pics, cos i cant find my camera charger n there is no batt left.. think its still with my parents! we used mel's camera~

3 of us.. each of us in one red n one black heel of same design..

3 of us in ladies.. hehe

sis came back from overseas... she have many stuffs to prepare for her wedding..
she is looking for a gd makeup artist for her wedding..
pls reccommend gd makeup artist with reasonable pricing for my sis wedding if u have any
Thanks in advance!

some pics taken months ago~
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thanks you chze kang & bro.. i love e pic background n its artistic~

Saturday, September 8, 2007

its gonna be a long post~
updates of my busy days...
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this is my first bday present from francis.. Thanks!
remember my last yr's present from him.. hehee.. pics of me taken by him in big folio~

Halloween shoot with camy and 3 others..

cute glove worn by camy~ so cute!

glove worn by me~ its cool~
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camy & i after e shoot..
i really think tht her eyes looks like dawn yang.. she is sweet looking n cute lady~
e outfits are v interesting~ but didnt manage to get gd pics of ourselves in e outfits cos we dun have much time n also lighting was unfavourable

Butter factory show..
duno y e stylist put up all my hair.. think i look fat with such hair style
allan saw e pics n said tht this is horrible hair style for me.. make my forehead look so big n high.. sobsob!!
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Sweetie Naomi & me
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pretty joanna & me
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girly camy & me
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chel & me
hmmm.. i miss some of e regular girls like leanna, melissa, casse, gilian n more..
especially leanna n mel.. felt different w/o them..

GCA- Gaming convention at Suntec
Asia Soft

Nice cute stuffs displayed in asiasoft vault~


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so bored while waitin for dear winnie! so i snap pic of myself in washroom..
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Cute maple booth~
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WINNIE!!! Y R U PLAYING AUDITION???? NOT WORKING ARH! horhor... caught u red handed!
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pretty stella n me~ love her pretty face!
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casse & i.. from her blog.. hehee.. didnt bring camera along when i find her at her booth
i like e outfit tht she is wearing.. NICE!! but i like wht i wear too.. hehe.. have a cape.. looks like superwoman.. hahaa.. blue & red colour~
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sweet lianie & me.. tht thing is so cute!! its gift!! Asiasoft rox!!
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winnie & me
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regine & me
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hot rachael & me
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sweet amanda & me
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dear zoe & me
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4 of us.. hehe..
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Kenneth & me
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herbert n me
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hehe.. krislyn & i
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xuer in cosplay outfit & me
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June in cosplay outfit & me
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cute right??
forgot to take pics with others like elliott, francis and more who came down~

Met leanna for dinner~ n cash happen to be at bugis! so we met him, he brought us up to his salon n bugis village.. n den send us down to dbl o.. on our way, we found out tht he have many hat, caps, sunshade.. and many more! so we took pics~ LOL!! we had afew drinks with herbert, elliott, jason, eugene, mel, cash, chris and more at dbl o.. left early cos i gonna work e next day~
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duno y.. my left eye looks v red! sigh~
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Tuesday, September 4, 2007

hmmm... have been tossing on my bed for 2hrs+ but cant slp..
duno whts wrong with me!! arrgghh.. slping problem again??
still gonna go down for 2 fittings and a shoot in few hrs time!
god bless!


next few days will be really busy for me..
wed having rehearsal for show..
thurs-sun working at suntec gaming convention event.. n thurs night doing a show.. gonna rush down after e event~ next 2 wks doing shoots on wkends..

oh yea.. met cash and his frens such as sam, jackie, chris, matthew and advin for dinner and drinks just nw.. though i met them at st james once but didnt really talk to them.. they r really friendly and fun pple.. ^^ played dice guessing game.. i was so unlucky!! hai~


this is e show for thurs.. butter factory.. let me know if ur keen to come down.. sms me or something.. ^^

Monday, September 3, 2007

Hehe.. last day of comex..
working at stuffs magazine booth..
bumped into so many frens during comex..
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dalena, aug & me.. thanks aug for e pics
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duno y i look so blur
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smile looks weird.. my dimple..
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tallest----> shortest.. sad sad~~
i hate it!!! arrgghhhh!!!
both of their height is 174 & 1.70..
im e only one below 165!!

Feliza Ong have been trying to psycho pple to believe her side of story.. saying bad stuffs abt us.. sigh.. cmon, its enough ok? pple who duno abt wht happened, heard ur side of story den ask ard n found out e truth now abt hw terrible u are.. whtever u try to do backfire~
sometimes i wonder, is she just a vase? incapable of doing things properly and think well enough.. just rem, this industry is very small, whtever u say will get back to me.. stop ur childish games behind us, u will tarish ur own reputation.

Other girls who did wrong things to me n other models still deserve a chance to change cos we believe in giving pple 2nd chance. Thus, their deeds & names are not mentioned cos they know their mistakes and apologised. And of cos, they become better person. Everyone make mistake, e impt thing is whether hw u solve it, learn from ur mistake n become better person. No point making e same old mistakes again n again. Cos u nv improve n u r stuck there as e same old sucky person.
Till now, Feliza Ong have yet to apologise for her evil deeds. If u know u r wrong, jus admit it! Dont go around badmouthing others, spouting nonsense n twist e story.. is tht so hard to realise her own mistake n apologise?
Sigh.. i guess she is beyond help..
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day 1 at level 4.. packard bell
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ahaha

Saturday, September 1, 2007

Hair cut & FEP fashion show & HEROES

realised tht i have other pics which i didnt post up.
i will dig them out and post them..

went for hair cut with dear mel & leanna..
e stylist cut my hair first, followed by mel n while waitin for leanna to get her cut done.. mel & i snapped a pic..
few inches of our hair chopped off!
all 3 of us have our cut done by same stylist.. allan at toni&guy holland village~
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hmm.. i hate to be accused for no reason..,
i was accused by stupid whosgoing guy hanjie(i no longer call him a fren) yesterday.. he is so ungentleman, uncivilised and somehow brainlesss.. wana say me, jus have evidence, dun talk rubbish and scold me
using wtf, kpkb and more on me in broadcast.. calling pple chilidish n dying to start a fight with me which i ignored cos i dun wana dirty my hands.. he's just dirty uncle looking retarded guy. LMAO.. he say tht im molecule after i mentioned tht he is dirt.. HELLO UNCLE.. do u know whts atom? whts electron?? thts e diff between a sch drop out uncle n a student.. until e point whereby e admin actually delete off his broadcast even though e admin knows him.. LOL

pics of e Far east plaza show..
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purple dress from this fashion.. didnt know they have such nice dress..
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pretty peiling(i love her features) & crystalbelle(hehe spell it wrongly? sorry)
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hot mummy! amanda choo!
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my partner peggy~

2 tall babes!!
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grp pic..
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glad tht everything turns out well.. hehe..
was quite rush~ nice working with e pple there.. ^^

Next.. HEROES in singapore~
went down vivo city.. met mel leanna herbert n elliott awhile
saw heroes characters from a distance..

Matt Parkman(ability of hearing pple's thoughts), Niki Sanders(with 2 personality),
Hiro Nakamura(able to bend time) as well as Dr Mohinder Suresh
it was really crowded.. so many heroes fans went down early to catch them even though it was just a short while..