Comex day 1 & head over heels fashion show

stood for so many hours at comex yesterday.. was wearing white packard bell dress and white boots.. arrgghh.. all 3 of us, rain, jane & myself complain tht our leg hurt.. got this job thru rain.. jane & i were mad abt tht stupid feliza matter abt sabotage us, thts y we decided to work for this packard bell when rain told us this guy is quite nice.
however, she was terribly WRONG! Tht in charge made us go down v early for briefing.. but he brief us within 5-10mins. Everything also must let him know.. when he cant find rain, he called up jane and asked. Jane and i were stationed together, hw would we know where rain go? den he raised his voice at jane and mentioned rain will not get her pay.. OMG leh..

I duno why so many brands hire e models to wear so nice but jobscope is to give out flyers.. Jane and i went into e hall, give out flyers while walking ard cos we realised tht not many pple will wana take when we give out at e entrance. den went to ladies for awhile, again we got scolded by this guy chris. he want us to report single small steps to him. cant we answer our nature call? why do u talk to us w/o any respect and sound so rude.. dear jane was so angry and she sort of argue with him until i came in and cool her down.. whtever it is.. all of us dislike his attitude.. FUCK UP..

sometimes he is sometimes he is v moody.. didnt know guys also PMS, change his mood so fast n so unpredictable. That's jane and i felt tht we are super unlucky.. first was feliza n shin.. now this chris.. sigh! shake head.. anywayz, we rather get lower pay and work with nice pple.. Bye packard bell booth.. heee.. no more working with e irritating guy with bad attitude.. think he is on par with feliza.. LMAO! i will work for another booth! enough of these shit..

hopefully he wun bully rain.. worried abt this naive babe..

some pics to share...
During first day of comex




i was kind of happy to see so many frens working there..
casse, drusila, gilian, amy, winnie, huiyi, june, jaslin, 2 stella-s, jane, rain, pieling and alot more.. but of cos none of them is as unlucky as jane n me.. sigh! poor us.. bump into tht bitch who backstab us.. she gave e attitude- "im e prettiest" kind of look. sigh..

during e butter factory show

shoe from dkriss.. personally i like this shoe..
see more designs at http://www.dkriss.blogspot.com/

outfits provided by sara & pats


my 2nd outfit

3rd outfit~

dear leanna~ this is suppose to b my first outfit.. but we swapped

this is supposed to be leanna's first outfit.. but its too loose n low for her.. so it become my first outfit~

cute pic of HLM(3 of us, huirong, leanna & mel) with aug~

actually im very tempted to put up pic of cheryl in e sweet yellow dress..
thts a very different side of her..
but i dun dare to do so... cos she's gonna KILL me.. *hide hide*
i still rem tht day while we were doing makeup, she wore a "FUCK YOU" tee..
cheek me was teasing her about her Pink eye shadow and she pointed e "FUCK YOU" words~ she said, "huirong, ur gonna get it from me!" LOL.. den i replied her," get it from u? whts it??" argghhh~~~ i dun dare to try.. hahaa.. anywayz, she is v nice lady.. i like her style..^^

as usual, Casse is also very dolly & sweet/cute & pretty.. love her big eyes.. i think i wrote many many times..
Amy did her hair extension and she looks really nice in that, very dolly too.. all her outfits in white n pink
Gilian is e most girly almost us i think.. as in e way she behave and she is always so nice & sweet. love her long slim legs, look great in shorts n mini skirt
Melissa have her own unique style & x factor.. she is confident in her walks and also have v nice ass! *pls dun grab my ass* she is damn cute lah.. nv fail to make me luff abt whtever she says..
Leanna.. gosh! i have so much to say abt her.. love her v long slim legs.. *envious* she looks really fabulous in BLACK! she is v caring, understanding, takes care of her frens v well..
Jolene.. she also v nice and friendly.. havent really know her well enough.. but she is in gd terms with everyone!
Mich.. wahhaa.. she is v cute! she is v daring in terms of her actions n words.. n speaks her mind.. always make us laugh..
About e last person.. Novie, im speechless.................. sigh.. enough..

There so many new girls coming in..
such as camy, candice, naomi and more.. they r really pretty n sweet babes!
jiayou for e next thurs show for red2~

wahaha! wearing helmet!

Feliza Ong e fucked up bitch

WARNING FOR EVERYONE ESPECIALLY MODELS.. BEWARE OF THIS PERSON!
this is really a bad day..
I will not work for intel booth anymore~ its big relieve for me
cos e in charge is fucked up.. e way they do things n manage matters is really bad
didnt sleep enough last night..
got into deep shit becos of a fucking model bitch name FELIZA ONG.. she sabotage 3 of us jane, pieling and myself
she is really irresponsible & unethical..
so what if u look sweet face, big round eyes, big boobs??
u have bad character, bad attitude & black heart!
Now i know why so many girls dislike her.. not only becos of her bad attitude but also e way she say/do things.. My fren cash, calls her "bitchy shortie". I have also received emails/ msges from friendster/ tagging on tagboard abt hw terrible she is. When one person say something bad abt this person, it may not be true. but when many ard u say e same thing bad.. even if u dun wana believe also hard..

just becos she didnt get to cut commission from pieling & me.. she didnt bother to inform us abt dry run today! she told e rest of e girls at 9+ turning 10am this morning abt this dry run. Jane actually asked her if she informed us, she said she will inform us later cos she is busy and gave lame excuse tht she is on bike. Ur ass glued to e bike for hrs isit? she also said tht she is v busy becos she accepted many projects for comex, cmon, if u r unable to cope, dun accept so many jus becos of money. stupid money face!

i had to sms her to ask her abt it ard 1+ turning 2pm and she said tht we r expected to be there at 5pm when she didnt even tell us eariler. even though we r aware tht there will b dry run 1 wk ago, but no confirmation abt timing, location n everything were given to us. she made assumption tht jane will inform us n she didnt even tell jane to inform us. Abt the white boots, she didnt even tell us abt it. Jane told us abt it if not pie ling and i know NOTHING! So if i didnt ask her, we will never know? U r e so called in charge but u nv tell us den hw we know? we r not god leh.. u r such a failure. its really a huge mistake to hire such pple.

She is always so hard to contact.. sms reply v slow, sometimes dun even bother to reply. say will call us back, end up also nv call back. Hp cant call thru/ nv pick up, its really frustrating! N she just cant accept her mistake, forever blaming others or give excuses.

So i smsed her tht we will compromise, go down dry run at 5 but we will leave by 6+ since e in charge Shin mentioned tht its abt 1hr+.. cos we had other plans after cos its so last min. Den she told e in charge another side of story and she found replacements to replace us.. Y is tht so? becos she get to cut commission from e girls who replace us. WTH.. we went thru e briefing by intel last wk and now they "dropped"! Jane cant make it down today cos her mum v sick, she brought her mum to hospital and take care of her! but black hearted pple like this shin actually say tht it can b a lie. Jane can provide medicine proof and docs abt this. who will ever wana joke abt mum's life? disrespectful.. n he still have e cheek to talk abt TRUST. N e best part is, they asked other girls to replace jane w/o informing her. sigh! e replacement girl was inform in e MORNING!

last thurs was e training for all of us and we went down. during tht day, shin told us thts its a MUST to meet e intel boss for drinks at butter factory. Cmon, its not within our jobscope,WE R NOT ESCORTS ok? and on friday itself, he changed e drinking session to dinner.. So i said ok, i try my best to be there thinking tht its e boss who will b there. End up, we found out tht its actually FRIENDS not intel boss.. arrgghh! he is SUPER TRUSTWORTHY huh??

She cut lots of commission~ usually is ard 20-30% right? she took way more den tht.. 30+% close to 40% commission from each girl's pay for emcee. promoter girl's pay already v low, but she still cut 5bucks per hr.. sigh..
Today, i took cab all e way down to suntec, pushed back my appt becos of this issue.. talked to shin but nothing goes into his head. When pie & i were talking to him, he was lookin around n his HP. leave alone his small eyes n ugly face,he was protecting this bitch all e way.. teling us things tht r kind of off topic~ No link le.. i wonder if he is educated? the way they do things is really bad... bad planning, too last min and all..

so i decided whtever it is, i dun bother to explain much.. cos i dont wana do anything with them.. cant work with such pple. e 4 days will b torturing.. cant believe tht such thing actually happen to us. End up, we found out tht its actually a plot.. this bitch actually called e replacement girls in e morning and said tht we are DROPPED becos of bad model attitude.. LOL.. who is e one with attitude? N also whts e need of asking us to go for e training when u can just get any 2 girls to replace us? HELLO FELIZA ONG, wake ur idea up.. really disappointed to see her true colours. really disgusting!!

stop trying to explain to chester or who so ever ok? dont try to cover ur ass n try to explain cos u r making things worse. keep those poor frens of mine out of this shit.. good try but it jus wun work. we will nv believe whtever u say..im lazy to waste anymore time n effort on u. we have witnesses who can back us up.. whtever we say is nothing but true.. Dun give excuses tht u r busy and stuffs cos u r handling afew projects, if u r not capable to handle them, den dun accept so many.. e design of outfits are hilarious.. i was a design student n let me tell u, its UGLY! even ur girls r complaining abt ur stupid attitude, bad design, bad planning, cutting so much pay and more.. u r simply pathetic! smelly smelly name of urs.. good luck to u!!

im lazy to type now.. super swuay day for me.. pls refer to jane's blog to read up more details. anywayz, even though we have rejected other offers cos of intel.. doesnt mean tht we will die without intel.. cos within hrs, other companies offered jane n i to work for comex.. LOL..

Tired.. got home at 4+am..
Did butter factory show yesterday night.. Thank you those who came down to support, Noel & his frens, Herbert, Elliott, Kenneth, Cash, Aug, Benn, Jimmy, Harry, Alvin and others (sorry if i forget to mention ur name, dun kill me pls)
Gilian, Casse, Melissa & i went supper at McDonalds together with e friendly photographers~

Poor benn, he drove us back, going all ard singapore. First, he send alvin(north) followed by Gilian, Mel & myself (west) den Jimmy(north east line area) and back home(east). Thank you so much! N also i was surprised to see e present he bought from LA~
DA LAH!! VICTORIA SECRET!! didnt expect him to really buy VS even though i mentioned it to him.. N also he's so sweet, he bought for my dear mel n leanna too!
1 for melissa, 1 for leanna n 2 for myself!
i still have 2 other smalkl gifts from him.. hehe.. only e few of us know.. not gonna post onto blog.. *shy*



Bought my knee lenght white boots at city plaza yesterday.. mel, leanna n myself feel tht i look better with curf lenght boots but too bad.. i need a knee lenght white boots.. mel n leanna accompany me to buy boots, end up mel bought one for herself and leanna almost bought one too
bought it at 49.. e auntie dun allow us to bargin~ drusila n jane bought it 45
e pricing of e boots at city plaza is really cheaper den other places out there


hehe.. pretty dolly casse & me..
i think she look great in this hairstyle
Pls vote for her at miss maxim competition~ http://v2.stomp.com.sg/clubstomp/desire.do
i cant vote.. cos i know other contestants such as amanda, belinda, stella & vaune too.



hehe.. 3 of us again! leanna myself n mel


look at kenneth! LOL... bla bla bla bla bla~ HES LOVING IT!


DIMPLES DIMPLES!! argghh.. elliott have 2!! im so jealous! i have one only!
this noti boy made me angry last night.. saying e wrong things at wrong time.. i wana tickle him! purposely wana make me angry right? backside itchy leh.. must disturb me abit den shiok arh?
o well, its just small misunderstanding.. hehe.. everything is ok nw~ this is e first time i'm angry at him.. pass few times was just joking..

e stylist put up my hair yesterday after dear leanna suggested to put all my hair up.. usually i tell e stylist to do whtever u wan, i trust ur taste cos i dun wana restrict them to do wht they wan.. im lazy girl.. during fittings, i wear whtever they wan me to wear. When they say ok means ok lor.. unless e size is really too big/ small for me. they should know such things better den us and have better taste right? i wun say i dun like this, can change or not.. save e time n trouble, fast n easy! when u are young, u should try diff styles..
mich was telling me tht my best hair was during ice lemon tee show, chun li style.. LOL!
i will b back to add more pics~

Elliott said tht "I'm Crazy" and told me " He HATES ME"..
U know why? LOL... cos HE LOVES SOMEONE~ hahaa! N****! LOL jkjk~
Sob Sob.. He found out about my little secret today~
arggghh!! cant tickle him anymore..
*Paperger look into his eyes with my watery puppy eyes and pout lips*
Please don't bully poor me leh~*Poor paperger sighing away*
Leanna mentioned tht its entertaining to see both of us "qurrel" for fun but i think maybe elliott likes to bully pple~ is tht his hobby? such an "interesting" hobby.. *puzzled*
N Elliott is too noti.. deserve some smacking! any volunteers?

YEAH! benn benn will be back tomorrow afternoon. he will come down to support us and shoot us in evening during e show.. but he gonna fly off on wed morning wor.. poor pilot~ kept flying n flying.. hehe *wondering wht present did he get for me this time round? hehe.. thanks in advance! hahaa.. i know u dote me!* will be doing e show tml with my darlings melissa & leanna.. den we will head down to arena!

Sigh.. i still need to get white knee lenght boots for comex.. mum bought me a pair from china.. v cheap but its damn ugly.. better dun wear, later pple luff at me.. pai seh~ somehw mummy's taste is weird.. quite "auntie" style but nvm she is still my mum, i heart her lots..
its ok buy it lor. im sure i will use it in future

Will be going down to toni&guy at Holland V for hair cut with melissa & leanna on wednesday! den we can have dinner together with e stylist allan! hehe~~
i noticed tht e $$ in my bank account is decreasing quite fast.. oh oh...
hopefully, i can get e pay of these events soon.. v sad to see lesser n lesser money..

Quite irritated by some annoying pple who have been pestering me..
thru msn as well as sms.. ARGHH!!

oh well.. let me think wht i did yesterday..
alrights.. met dearest leanna n mel for drinks at rouge with my fren john and george + george's fren jason.
Den elliott and herbert + 2 of their lady frens(oppz..sorry cant rem their names) came over and join us!
we had apple shots & sex on e beach~ hehe.. nice nice~
all of us left quite early..
we took quite a number of pics.. i will b back to update e pics~ hehe

did a fashion show "clap" at far east plaza today..
5 outfits.. provided by 1st outfit-reef(if im not wrong), 2nd outfit- valerie, 3rd outfit- BYSI, 4th outfit- this fashion & 5th outfit- 77th street.
saw other babes like peggy, crystalbelle(did i spell it right? sorry!), pie ling, evangeline, patricia & amanda!
will share e pics when i get them~

next show tht i will b doing is coming tues at butter factory~ those who r interested to come down let me know ok? ^^

more pics of previous shoot. Credits to all e photographers who turn up n took pretty pics of me.. thanks!







got a simple sms from piyan
"im off dear, take care, speak online"
though its a short & simple sms, but somehow i feel a bit sad even though we didn't know each other for long. He is a nice friend but sometimes he is weird or rather unique in his own way
although we agreed to meet before he fly back London, we didn't get e chance to meet each other
Hope that u will do well over there.
take care~ catch u when ur back!

oh yea~ Surprise for me!
hehe.. i will be working at comex!! woohooo!!!
didn't expect myself to get e job since e chance is really slim
honestly, i tot that i wouldn't get e job, just went down to try my luck and accompany lovely pie~
many girls went down for e casting and they only need just another 3 girls.
N i told myself to be natural. quite relax chatting session with them.. LOL
E moment, pie & jane told me that i'm also selected, i was so happy! can work with both of them once again~ miss these pretty babes!
To my dear frens, if u happen to come down for comex show, dont forget drop by INTEL booth!

Details of comex~
30 August - 2 September
Suntec Exhibition Level 3, 4 & 6
12 noon to 9pm Daily
Free Admission

Went down for rehersal of next wk's show, 28th aug at butter factory!
as usual, e girls are late again... sigh!
After e that, had dinner at central followed by st james~
Thanks all of u for e nite.. hope all of u had fun!
i love u all babes.. MUACKS & HUGS!
N also, nice to meet a nice new fren eric & not forgetting my "bf" of e night as well as herbie, thanks so much for protecting me n my darlings! C u all soon!

Alrights, i will b back to update e pics when im free..
off to bed!
Thanks mel & herbert for e pics..

guess which is my leg??
myself- brown.. lenna- black shoe.. mel- pink & blue

myself, jolie, leanna & mel

oh yea.. 3 of us~

look at his expression~ LOL

hahaa.. cute cartoon rubber face!

LMAO! wht are u lookin at!

mel, me, leanna & herbert


arghh!! elliott have 2 dimples!! damn jealous!! he looks so cute with 2 dimples
i have only 1 dimple on my right! i look half as cute? LMAO

group pic

wahhaa.. 3 of us! H L M- huirong, leanna, melissa

Watch e movie last night~
was really fed up with e noisy ugly china girls sitting behind us especially the one right behind ME!
damn u! they were talking v loud through out the movie, didn't change HP to silent mode (it rang!), keep kicking our chair!! ARRGHH!! i cant put up with them, so i turn back a few times and stare at them as well as scold them!
e movie was pretty gd though.. love e fighting parts.. ^^

i got this web link from Kyle and we find it very true! so i have decided to share it
If your birthday is on the 1st day of the month
You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in something, everything else has to wait. This is your quality. But if you learn to be more patient and complete what you have started, you will be successful in life.
Your Love
You believe in love at first sight. You won't wait to learn more about the person. People who fail to impress you will hardly get a chance to be your friend. Your emotion is on the extreme. You can only love or hate, nothing in between and this often shows in your expression. Try not to end a relationship in a quarrel.

If your birthday is on the 2nd day of the month
You have great common sense but usually fail to follow through. This might happens because you are too busy with your mission and shut yourself from the outside world. You are clever and profound so there's a slight chance for self-control problem.
Your Love
Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem to be contented with your unrequited love. Your are a romantic and loyal lover.

If your birthday is on the 3rd day of the month
Although you are innocent and romantic but your expression often mislead others that you are an active, fun loving kid. Because of your double personality, it's hard for others to really know the real you. You are careful and patient.
Your Love
Your love is the greatest which often surprises others. No one can bring you to light when you are in love. Your confidence might lead you to the track your parents disagree.

If your birthday is on the 4th day of the month
You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy. But you often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid. People might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around. You are cheerful and friendly.
Your Love
Still water runs deep, that's what you are. You always surprise others with your new character when you are in love. Your love trap often comes unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises.

If your birthday is on the 5th day of the month
Although you are on the quiet side, but you enjoy excitement and changes. Routine is something you cannot stand. Because of your extreme confidence, you hardly ask others for opinion. You believe in leading your own life, and you have got the gift in doing so.
Your Love
Nothing can stop you from making progress in your love life. Once you are in love, you feel the ownership of your lover. A third party can only makes your jealousy becomes worse.

If your birthday is on the 6th day of the month
You are generous with people in need, sometimes to an extreme that people find you nosy. Your hidden courage and dedication often surprise others. Your imagination is extremely unique. Your Love
Your love life is on the smooth track because it grows from friendship. Although you may not make a sweet lover but your sincerity bring happiness to your couple.

If your birthday is on the 7th day of the month
You are sensitive to changes around you but your feeling is hardly expressed. You hate exaggerations. Under your quiet personality, you are rather stubborn and self-centered. These qualities are the force behind your extreme persistence.
Your Love
You have enormous courage to please your lover. Your relationship often progress quickly.

If your birthday is on the 8th day of the month
You have pleasant and friendly personality. People look up to your wit and imagination. You are unpredictable and hardly complete what you started, which sometimes create negative impact to people around you.
Your Love
Falling in love becomes your routine. Most of the time, you are lucky. You fascinate people with good taste but you never have enough with one. Although your love progresses very fast, it never lasts.

If your birthday is on the 9th day of the month
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Your Love
You won't reveal your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy over and over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the feeling of your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none. You have luck with children.

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You are very capable. If you are a woman, you have high chance to be a renowned workingwoman. If you are a man, your path to fame and honor is near. As an innovator, you are not a good follower. You are good in implementing your imagination and share it with others. You are always well dressed.
Your Love
You often lose your love ones from being too jealous. You always feel like you own the person you fall in love with and that often blows your relationship.

If your birthday is on the 11th day of the month
You are gracious, elegant and prudent. People admire your qualities and some even become jealous of you. You are realistic, flexible and adaptable. You are remarkably kind and moral person.
Your Love
You are willing to sacrifice yourself for the one you love. Your lover will always have your gentleness, care and loyalty. You will always be happy to hand around the one you love.

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You are friendly, humorous and full of energy. You are open-minded and do not care for minor details. Your weak point is your hot temper.
Your Love
You seem to be contented with your unrequited love because you strongly believe that you will eventually win your partner's heart. On the other hand, once you are together, you always want to do things your way, which is often the fire starter. You usually run in and out of love quickly.

If your birthday is on the 13th day of the month
You are sincere and easy going. Flattering and charming around are not your style. You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the difficult path. Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy to be around although you are sometimes too straightforward.
Your Love
Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person. Even though you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are, especially in the eyes of opposite sex.

If your birthday is on the 14th day of the month
You are so confident that sometimes you forget about the people around you. If you have to be in one of the two teams, you will choose to be in the winning team. On the other hand, you are kind and caring but above all, you care for your own benefits. Your imagination is unique and often gets implemented shortly after it comes across.
Your Love
You will not get soft with the one you don't really like, no matter how hard he/she tries. But once you feel for someone you have chosen, there's no getting back.

If your birthday is on the 15th day of the month
You are outgoing and love to be at the center of attention. From the outside, you may seem flashy, flirty, and tricky but your true self is strong, full of hope to be the leader. When you fail to convince someone, you will get frustrated, and perhaps let your temper shows.
Your Love
You are emotional. Many can win your heart at once, but not for long. This is why you hardly win a decent relationship.

If your birthday is on the 16th day of the month
You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart. Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word people say about you. You often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make your dream comes true.
Your Love
You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at fist sight is not your style.

If your birthday is on the 17th day of the month
You neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others' life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish and not very attractive in that sense.
Your Love
Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great.You often find yourself trapped among a few great guys while you have to choose only one.

If your birthday is on the 18th day of the month
At first glance, people think you are quiet type of person. Actually you are cheerful, but conditionally. You will show your joyful character only in good mood. One the other hand, when you are moody, no one would dare to be around. Because of your emotion fluctuation and frank character, some find you hard to be around.
Your Love
You hardly show your feeling towards opposite sex no matter how much you like him/her. Your partner also has similar character so your love affairs often take quite a while to flourish. Time tells it all. Your sincerity makes you very attractive.

If your birthday is on the 19th day of the month
You are great in managing everything in your life and this is how you gain respect from others. Because of this quality, you sometimes feel that you are better than the rest. Extreme confidence might lead you to the wrong path. You are a free bird and want to lead your own life. Your Love
You love life is rather different from others'. When you are in love, nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your partner but, soon after that, you will make up in a way that surprises others.

If your birthday is on the 20th day of the month
You are prudent, circumspect and take things seriously. Before you make any move, you will think of a few alternatives that might take a while. You are patient, imaginative and target oriented. You value friendship more than anything else.
Your Love
You usually study your partner carefully before making any move. You never demand anything beyond the natural quality of that person. Your sincerity doesn't bring excitement in your love life but it brings deeply grown relationship.

If your birthday is on the 21st day of the month
You are curious and a true follower. You can please someone so much that it seem like you are trying to charm that person. You hide your disagreement under your smiling face. This is a charming quality of yours.
Your Love
You are quite unlucky in love. You are loved by someone you don't like while your dream man is so far away. Your love life is occasionally under turbulence. Sometimes you don't have the clear view of the guy in your heart.

If your birthday is on the 22nd day of the month
You have the boss character, but not a leader. Most people look up to you for your capability and confidence although they find you quite stubborn. You should listen more to others. You are a unique and charming individual.
Your Love
You hardly take the moderate track. You either love or hate someone. Whom you call friends are the chosen ones. If any of them betray you, you won't let them get away without having hard time.

If your birthday is on the 23rd day of the month
You never live your life in the way others want you to. You are an independent individual who loves challenges and excitement. You are ready to face with the result of your decision. You are usually the one your friends count on.
Your Love
Because you love excitements, you occasionally get involved in forbidden love affairs. You may fall in love with a married person and no one can stop you from making progress. You are very charming, although you might not realize it.

If your birthday is on the 24th day of the month
You are very optimistic and that's why you always enjoy life. You are gifted in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you. You'll be the first they come to when they are in need of someone to speak their heart out.
Your Love
Sometimes you fall in love just because you want to be in love, not that you really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple but you can't really get over your love ones from past. Your partner is usually crazy about you because you are remarkably charming and romantic.

If your birthday is on the 25th day of the month
You are a warrior. No obstacle can stop you from reaching your goal. You always keep yourself busy. This quality plus your responsibility will eventually bring you success.
Your Love
You adore your partner as the number one priority. You value your love one more than yourself. Your love is the greatest of all and your have potential to get married young.

If your birthday is on the 26th day of the month
You are always curious and responsive to changes. Routine life is not the way you choose to live. Travelling is your favorite hobby because excitement is what you are after.
Your Love
You will not stand being around the one you dislike. Your love comes and goes quickly. You can be deeply in love but soon after you will be looking around for the next one.

If your birthday is on the 27th day of the month
You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being to pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a kind loving person.
Your Love
You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are demanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend.

If your birthday is on the 28th day of the month
You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability. This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever.
Your Love
You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before seeing any progress in love.

If your birthday is on the 29th day of the month
You can trust your sixth sense. Life is exciting so routine job is not your interest. You have great ideas and fantastic imagination. You often feel tired of things and people around you.
Your Love
You can tell what's in the mind of another person just from looking into his/her eyes. You are paranoid and jealous and these are the cause of fights between you and your lover. Sometimes the thing you believe in is just your imagination.

If your birthday is on the 30th day of the month
You are always surrounded by a circle of friends. You are friendly and fun to be with. Although you occasionally disappoint them by being stubborn, but over all, they love your qualities.
Your Love
You want to have full control of your love and that's not a nice way to treat your partner. You take your time in saying yes to his wedding proposal or if you are a man, you will not propose anyone until you are certainly confident which might take ages.

If your birthday is on the 31st day of the month
Your emotion is hard to predict. You can be sad this minute and happy in the next. People might find it difficult to follow your emotion and understand you. You tend to take things seriously.
Your Love
You take your time to study a person before falling in love. Once you decide that he or she is the one, no one can stop you from making progress, even your partner.

Today, i met Leanna, Herbert, Elliott as well as Kenneth~
took quite a number of pics~
Elliott is so sweet~ ^^ Wink* wink* LOL


This is a funny shot! herbert! wht r u doing huh!!


group shot! hehe..




Elliott with leanna n me..posing with our drinks.. lychee martini n chocolate martini

Think i was looking down at my Hp.. smsing elliott even though he's so near me.. LOL

pout e lips! ^^

lucky? LOL..

did a morning shoot and den afternoon shoot today..
thanks romie.. as well as those to turned up..
e morning grp are v active and fun grp to mix with.. hahaa i dun rem all their names, dave, eric and more..
as for afternoon grp, its smaller grp but also nice pple. thanks to e doc for buying all of us mcdonalds and bringing props for shoot.
Hope all of u had fun and get gd pics
i feel tired and took a nap when im back..

when im back to my com, i saw many msn msges.. and Daevid actually told me to check out e pics..
i was shock to see e pics of this girl! i was thinking, is tht me?
looks quite like me but i dont rem doing this shoot..
never once i felt like tht.. she is a fairer version of me, with thinner lips, slightly bigger nose and bigger eyes. similar kind of smile and feel.. luckily she is not singaporean..
she makes me wana get fairer.. LOL
alrights.. will b bak to update later..

pics are up..
Thanks romie and e rest once again for e lovely pics!
sorry to those who came for afternoon session, bad weather and i was quite tired actually.. didnt slp enough tht night,

met george~ hehe yea he's back from taiwan..
these pics are taken by his hp.. quite clear^^
cant complain la.. i dun have camera with me nw..

watched e fireworks at marina bay..
suppose to be 9pm but started ard 925 or 930..
it was quite ok.. not bad~ will upload e pics of it soon..
gonna rest early tonight, havin shoots..
^^ nights!

I have just lost a neutral male friend becos of his wilful gf
she was using his msn and i happen to msged him to check with him abt another guy's name cos i need e get e name right as its impt(i guess im super unlucky, usually i dont msg him)
she replied me with v bad attitude without letting me know that she is using his msn. Using words such as "isn't it obvious that im his gf?" (hw m i suppose to know when u didnt even tell me?? not as if his display pic have u. it can be his fren!)

den i apologised to her cos i didnt know its her and mentioned tht he did told me tht he is attached. Den i explained that we r jus normal frens, i have no other intentions or any interest in him. But she gave me "warning" and "threat" such as "It doesnt matter if he says tht he's attached. since u said u have no other intentions, den better it tht way" den she offline. i was thinking WTH? cant u use a better tone? not as if i called him dear/darling.

After tht, she qurrel with him. She actually screamed at him and make a big fuss over such small matter. He apologised to me abt his gf's bahaviour and told me tht its his fault cos he spoilt his gf, thts y she "climbed over his head". Poor Hanjie, i wonder hw can he put up with her for 2 yrs? He told me tht she wasnt like tht last time. I didnt blame him for tht

But after awhile, she demanded him not to keep in touch with me. He offered to remind as frens in e dark, gave me his another msn email but i rejected. Cos i dun like to keep things in e dark and if she finds out, its gonna b worse. N its not my way of doing things, i dun wana hide. she is simply ridiculous and immature even though she is older den me. i duno whts wrong with her, perhaps she is insecure abt this r/s and inconfident abt herself.

He said "u take care.. i blief if u hav a bf n he asked u to delete me off u wil do e same. if ur understanding, u wont wan me to quarrel with her"
So i respect his decision, he chose his possesive gf over his frens. So be it, its not my loss. And also im cool abt it cos we r not very close frens

In my opinion, r/s must have trust as well as respect. In this case, she dont even trust him n respect him as bf. Always throw tantrums at him, "throw his face" in front of his frens & family and behave like "XiaoJie". Even though i dont really agree with him giving in to her, but its still his decision. Instead of giving her e chance to realise her mistake and learn from it for e benefit of e r/s and herself, he is spoiling her more. He told me tht he is unhappy with her and he tot of letting go but its hard to let go. He tried talking abt it to her but she refused to change. He told me tht he wana see her change. I felt tht its pretty hard to change one's nature. And its torturing to be someone else u r not. Anywayz, Its his life, not mine, its his decision not mine.

If i were to make decision, i would have give up on such r/s. Not becos im not serious abt e r/s but becos this r/s is just not on e right track and its beyong control nw. I had possesive exbf and i understand hw it feels. A r/s with no basic respect & trust to begin with will not last. E longer it drag on, e more painful it gets. Both parties should have their own freedom of neutral frens. Nowadays, even dogs r not tied by their owners,wht gives us e right to tie another party up? For myself, when im using someone else's computer, will say at least say tht e owner is not ard, n ask if there is any msg he/she wana leave for e owner, i will inform e owner asap nicely.

Love Quote: If you really love someone set it free.If it comes back it's yours,If not it wasn't meant to be
Controlling another party isnt e way out, its a PAIN
I just hope tht everything will turn out ok for both of them
im specchless and shocked .
Diff pple think differently. whtever it is, just dun come back to me n complain again. i have given u my advice of talking it out nicely and more, take it or leave it, its up to u. all e best~ U have given in enough..

To flammer anonymous:
I have nothing to lie abt and i have e history msges of e conversations between myself with him as well as his gf. If u wana see, i can show u. No reasons for me to twist my words and it will be too long to put it all up here. N also i havent met her in person b4, only saw her with him on pics and he is 100% not my cup of tea. LOL!

If i purposely wana spoil their r/s, i could have post up their pictures here, keep smsing/calling him, wouldnt be e one who delete him off my msn list & hp phone book first before he delete me and wouldnt reject his offer of adding his another msn account. N i have evidence of history msges tht he is always e one msging me first except for today becos i need to get e name of zihan for dandan's case. they can be my witness. N for ur information, he himself came up to know me ok? wht for i seduce him when i have many other better choices? wht will i benefit from spoiling their r/s when i have 0 interest in him? we r purely friends nothing else.

one more picture from previous shoot..


there will be fireworks tonight and tomorrow night at marina bay 9pm
i maybe going down tomorrow evening and watch borne movie.

having a four skin fashion show at velvet dragon tonight, but i'm not doing it cos i'm not confident of dancing. if u guys are free, feel free to go down and support e girls. i will be doing next wk show instead

Im really bored today, so i went in e game-gunbound and played a few games with my gunbound friends. glad that they still remember me even though i haven't play for quite sometime. Having gunbound birthday event right now. Quite sad tht i missed e previous event and didnt get rare avatars. But nvm, the newer avatars look much better, im so tempted to buy them. Buy gonna use real money to buy them, heartache!

Cos paperger have been spending quite abit lately.. few hundred spent on cosmetics.. another few hundred on clothes.. n i realised tht i spend alot on cabs! argghhh!! sobsob, there goes my money~ i gonna work hard! if not i cant shop..

oral sex linked to mouth cancer
"oral sex linked to mouth cancer"
click on tht link n read..
http://www.fridae.com/newsfeatures/article.php?articleid=1923&viewarticle=1

watched rush hour 3 with benn..
its really funny movie.. but e storyline is too predictable.. 1.5hrs show.. i will give it a 3.5/5
next show for me, bourne!

sob.. i wun have digital camera with me for e coming wk~
parents bringing it overseas.. but i wil share pics with u guys if possible..
having a shoot on sunday.. ^^
alrights.. time to watch heroes..
thanks roger for e heroes dvd! ^^

I have been watching e TV series "Heroes"
Love the show~ waiting for season 2 to be out!
For those who haven't watch it, please watch it!

Here's e summary writeup of Heroes
Heroes is a serial saga about people all over the world discovering that they have superpowers and trying to deal with how this change affects their lives. Some of the superheroes who will be introduced to the viewing audience include Peter Petrelli, an almost 30-year-old male nurse who suspects he might be able to fly, Isaac Mendez, a 28-year-old junkie who has the ability to paint images of the future when he is high, Niki Sanders, a 33-year-old Las Vegas showgirl who does things that are mysteriously connected with mirrors, Hiro Nakamura, a 24-year-old Japanese comic-book geek who literally makes time stand still, D.L. Hawkins, a 31-year-old inmate who can walk through walls, Matt Parkman, a beat cop who can hear other people's thoughts, and Claire Bennet, a 17-year-old cheerleader who defies death at every turn.
As the viewing audience is discovering the nature of each hero's powers, the heroes, themselves, are discovering what having superpowers means to them as well as the larger picture of where their superpowers come from. See how these heroes are drawn together by their common interest of evading the series' antagonist who wants to harvest their super-DNA for himself. Their ultimate destiny is nothing less than saving the world!

http://www.nbc.com/Heroes/heroesworldtour/
Heroes tour!
they will be in singapore on 31 aug at vivo city 3pm!

alright.. back to e show! brb

Pic taken during national day shoot.. 2nd outfit with panda eye make up

i have received quite a number of emails lately from very caring & lovely readers
Thanks for all your support and concern~
i guess im really lucky. dont worry, im doing ok.. :D

regarding e music played on my blog, its played by my dear fren chester tan
its not normal songs tht i download else where.. i myself dun have e mp3 of e songs on my blog. sorry abt tht..
however, if any of u have any song in mind, wana make song request, ur welcome to voice out
jus drop a msg on my tagboard to chester or u can drop it on his blog(his bloglink is under my fren list), he will see it
im sure tht he will not disappoint u guys. for myself, i have made request for ff8's eyes on me as well as jeff chang's im real. i love these songs!
he will add one song to e playlist once a wk
No worries, chester is really friendly. he is happy to get feedbacks from all of u

N also, u guys may wonder why is some of e songs not complete? or cut off halfway thru?
those songs r composed by chester himself, and its released on his piano spa ablum. due to copyrights issue, he cant put up entire song. U can give him ur support by buying his piano spa cd, chester's next ablum will b out ard sept or oct. ^^ cheers!

brb

ok im back with final fantasy 8's video.. personally, i love it very much. i played ff8 game on ps2 back in sec sch.. i was so in love with it.. e character looks so gd, e love story and all..

i rem using these 2 pictures of squall as my wall paper back den... really long time ago..

Happy National Day!
wanted to wear red & white out.. but i changed my mind..
did a shoot.. gothic theme @ tang's new studio
its a theme tht i havent done before, something new and interesting for me
e location of studio is at rather interesting spot of singapore..
was quite scared e moment i got off the cab..
a bangalah followed me all e way until e flight of staircase to studio and talked to me but i duno wth he said..
e staircase looks errie and old, i thought i went to the wrong place cos its e first time i come down to this studio. i was standing on the flight of stairs with tht bangalah standing at the entrance..thinking "OMG! if e studio is not up there, im dead meat.."

e moment i open e studio door and see the rest in there, i went "phew!".. at last im here!
makeup done by a lovely makeup artist cleo chang~ she is really sweet pretty lady from taiwan.. she did e makeup patiently
e outfits are nice.. first outfit was gothic black dress, 2nd outfit was victorian white top with black lace skirt and white furry hood~ props? red rose & teddy bear.. LOL

preparation before the shoot.. this pic is for dear melissa.. she wana see e dress~
met familar faces like alvin, francis, tang, jordan, kianteck..
hopefully e pics turn out fine~ ^^ i will be back to add on e pics

saw this pic at clubsnap. credits- Arthur
felt tht its a different side of me..

credits- alvinz
looks like poster of ghost movie~ LOL..
bored of looking at e paperger who is always smiling happily? this is e cool side..

had dinner with francis after e shoot.. den i realised tht im down with fever again
so i didnt go out after tht.. kind francis sent me home n i rest early last night. havent slp well for several night.. always wake up with headaches and cant get back to slp. therefore, i was really tired yesterday.. n at last i get a long slp.. feeling much better nw
pic of our dinner.. aiya.. i forgot to take pic of another 2 dishes..
its a japanese ramen place at china square.. i think their serving is big & nice~




thank you francis for e gift~ yes i promise u tht i wun eat e choco unless i recover


from francis.. ^^ thanks again .. u really make my day
i will be down in town to collect pay cheque with e rest of e girls! yeah!!! who wun be happy to get pay after all e hardwork?
parents will be bring e camera over to china for holidays for 1 wk..
so during e period.. i cant take pics n share here.. sigh.. :(

back with some pics.. hehe.. lazy to type much.. gonna slp~ wil be back with more stuffs when i wake up




myself, zoe & novie

cheesecake at cheesecake cafe~



Had an agruement with someone who i care thru sms this afternoon
started off becos of 2 words which i typed..
Yes, it was my mistake for using such harsh words but i dun mean it. i was concern abt him becos he was sick; he should be resting at home instead.
N we brought up other matters as well. felt really disappointed with him..

All along, i tot tht he knows me pretty well but i was accused for being "superficial". If im really tht kind of person, i wouldnt be single for several months simply becos of one simple reason when there are many other better guys. He know e reason very well, better den anyone else. N also, i wouldnt have spend 1yr with someone and wht did i get? i was cheated and taken for granted.

This is it.. i have been trying.. staying around him to help & care for him. but he told me tht he felt tht he cant do wht he wants.. so from now onwards, i shall leave him alone, do whtever he wants as long as he is happy. Go ahead and have as much fun as u want, its none of my business. Take care.(anywayz, i know he dont bother abt reading my blog even though he claim to care abt me)

i guess i have been e "kpo" person and nv appreciated by him.
i wana be happier, i had enough of crying.. i was silly
we shouldnt contact each other any further so that i can move on asap
Thanks

Sometimes, i just find it funny to know that there are people who actually posted my pictures onto forums

http://forums.hardwarezone.com/showthread.php?t=1688596&page=1

e best part is, some people actually said tht they know me when i dun even know them! its really ridiculous!saying things such as "im from spsu. i love to flirt with so and so.." btw i dun even know tht person whose name is mentioned! LOL!! for ur information, i was in spsu for awhile only.. den i went over to design club.. get ur facts right b4 u utter rubbish abt me..

i didnt even know tht i made any plans with anyone & his gf to go out on fri for dinner & clubbing.. paperger dun really like to club..whtever it is, its for my dear frens who know me in person to laugh it off.. i didnt know tht i need "push up bras and padding gao gao"., haha.. some guys r just so sick and have nothing better to do.. n my family & frens know wht i mean..

from now onwards, every single picture of mine will have "water mark" before i post onto blog. N also, u wun be able to save my pics directly from my blog anymore. This is to prevent pple from "misusing" them. N warning to whoever who have been "stealing" my pictures from my blog. I have already emailed the admin of the forum to remove my pictures if not legal actions will be taken as u stole them without asking permission from the photographers and myself. If u like my pics and want them, ask me for it. DONT STEAL THEM, THANKS! N TO THE ASS HOLES WHO STOLE MY PICTURES, FUCK OFF!

Updates

hmm.. at least e admin of the forum is doing their job. they closed the thread.. whtever it is, i dont wana care about these bo liao guys.. i never know tht guys are so "bitchy" and gossip so much stupid stuffs.. cant they spend their time doing something more meaningful?

i realised tht i have too many pics on blog, thus i didnt add watermark to older pics.. its gonna take forever to do tht especially when im lazy.. i cant b bothered to edit any of my pics taken by digital camera(such as, edit off pimple, slim my body, bigger eyes, shiny hair) unlike other vain people around.. just be true to urself, if not pple see me on streets will wonder why do i look so different from pics? we should b contented with wht we are born with and no point making comparision cos we are unique in our own ways. Sad to say, in this realistic and practical world, there are many shallow pple who judge pple from looks, its really superficial and i guess thts part of e reason y more and more people(males & females) go for plastic surgery when they dun have to. i do not wish to name them, pple can see for themselves. it would be quite "sian" for pple to find out tht u r gd looking after u went thru surgery.

its national day tomorrow! wooohoo!!! happy bday singapore! wondering if i should watch e fireworks..hmm..

benn sent me this.. i didnt know he snapped this pic when we were having lunch together with lenna.. i was looking at e menu

didnt slp well.. had headache e moment i wake up
havent been to sch since i fall sick.. sigh~
time for me to work hard when i recover fully

had dinner with jimmy, aug & benn.. taken outside sushi teh~

hehe.. nice~ by using timer of digital camera..

they are so "joker".. cant help myself from laughing!

i love this dress from kai~
tried to take pic of it.. but somehw e actual piece is much nicer.. e buttom part is uneven lenght.. v flowy type.. kind of like sun dress right?





had wonderful dinner, cordon bleu steak! prepared by derrick before he fly off to US for 1month.. have fun when ur there! cya when ur back~
Leanna, myself, melissa & novie.. Love u babes~ im really happy to know u girls and hang out with u all.. at least i know who to trust

sometimes i have several things to rant abt..
but den its not v nice to rant it here and i duno hw to put them in words
whtever it is.. My advice for pple is.. remember *wht comes ard, goes ard*
go ahead bitch, backstab, bad mouth abt me
at e end of e day, it jus reflect bad on u
pple have their eyes to see and find out e truth
be nice n gracious to people.. dun b green eye monster and do un-neccessary actions behind pple's back
spend ur time wisely, cant u do something more meaningful?
good luck & all e best to u.. cos whtever u did is total bullshit! pls do some self reflection on urself, stop cheating pple, wasting time harming innocent pple!
u dun eat from where u shit.. this is my final warning! mark my words

Pics of yesterday @ dbl o

Kyle, whosgoing dsg leader & me!
Ella Ella A A A under my umbrella?
Ella Ella A A A u can be my cinderella?


Leeana & me..
kept telling me tht i look gd in this and tht.. cmon babe.. stop mentioning abt my boobs and ass ok? u look fantastic! i jus bought tht black dress and she asked me to wear it!

Bump into herbert at taka when i was with leanna & benn.. his gf is so cute leh! together for 7 yrs and they so loving~^^
den we happen to see him at dbl o tht night.. LOL..

This is elliott~ we sitting on red sofa..still rem i first met him at e ck in2u perfume event..arghh.. i drank v little but i turn so red..

Taken during casse's bday.. HAPPY 19 BDAY MY DEAR GIRL!
sorry for not staying until u cut ur bday cake cos i wasnt feeling well..


Thanks herbert for e pics.. i love ur red mini canon camera! i wish they have tht in pink~ hahaa...

glad tht im feeling much better now.. had gd slp last night.
Thanks so much for all ur concern!
Hmmm.. i miss playing gunbound~
miss my gunbound frens.. right now, they are having event games..
but i havent played gunbound for so many days becos i have been busy and den fall sick~
e rare avatars are so nice! i wan them.. sigh.. sad!

noticed a new advertisement?
ShopLah!
its an online shopping store selling clothings imported from overseas..
i own afew pieces of e same design. i bought them online but from different seller and back den i was paid higher price for it..
Thus i have decided to now share this on my blog for e benefits of babes who love online shopping.. have a look at it, e pricing is very reasonable~
the average price for the nice tops are less den $20 and u can get beautiful dresses below $30
Walk around far east plaza/bugis village now and its hard find clothings of such price..

alrights.. im back~ receieve present from someone.. its HARRY POTTER BOOK! wooohooo! and also a mini surprise- me 2 u bear soft toy! thts really sweet of u.. thanks!

den went KAI store and guess wht.. bought total of 2 tops & 2 dresses.. luckily w have discount voucher of $10 off each piece.. cost 200+ and im so lucky cos he buy them as gift for me~ KAI's clothings are really nice! ^^

taken at kai shop.. which colour looks better on me? white or black?

hmm i had hard time picking.. but took black.. cos im afraid tht i look fat in white..

its really late now.. i better get some slp especially when i havent fully recover my health.. will be back tomorrow to update e pics!
nights!

This weirdo just cant stop msging me.. i thought that its the end.. but i was wrong.. he msg me again this morning..

CMON! ALI ROGER, STOP MSGING ME! CANT U LET IT GO? WHO WILL EVER GET JEALOUS OVER U? UR REALLY SICK! EVERYONE WHOM I KNOW FROM WHOSGOING.COM.SG SAID E SAME ABOUT U. WHEN EVERY SINGLE ONE SAID E SAME FUCKING THING ABOUT U, THT MEANS THERE REALLY SOMETHING WRONG ABOUT U. I DUN WISH TO NAME OTHERS BECOS THIS IS BETWEEN BOTH OF US, NO POINT DRAGGING OTHERS IN. ITS TIME FOR SOME SELF REFLECTION. GIVE ME PEACE..IM OUT OF THIS SHIT~
UR 100% NOT A FRIEND OF MINE THUS UR NOT IN ANY POSITION TO SAY "TRUE FRIENDS" TO ME. JUST SHUT UP WILL DO.. UR MAKING THINGS WORSE..
U WANT ME TO REMOVE UR NAME FROM MY BLOG AFTER PESTERING ME AND WITHOUT ANY APOLOGY IN WHOSGOING.COM.SG AS WELL AS MY BLOG? ITS IMPOSSIBLE! STOP DREAMING..
i suggest u to leave me alone.. let me recover from my illness.. after sometime as my blog entry moves, ur name will not b shown on the first page. if u continue bugging me, ur name will always be shown on e latest entry and everyone who reads my blog knows about ur "good deeds". u can remove ur pics in WC, but i still have pics of u here. Hiding ur pics after flaming me isnt e best way out.
FOR E SAFETY & BENEFIT OF E BABES AROUND, I HAVE DECIDED TO SHARE MY BAD EXPERIENCE(REFER TO PREVIOUS ENTRY) OF THIS GUY. ATTENTION TO ALL GIRLS: IF U ARE READING THIS, PLS BEWARE OF THIS GUY! REFER TO 27TH JULY ENTRY, HE IS E GUY IN HAT! I DUN WISH TO SEE ANY OTHER VICTIMS LIKE MYSELF IN FUTURE

took a pic of sick paperger with some makeup.. this is not a gd angle of me.. anyhow snap this pic..i know.. i look so fugly when im sick.. its really sad to be sick..
during yesterday selection, i felt tht i didnt do well. cant walk straight after taking e medicine and i felt drowsy. somehow i lost my confidence while doing e walk cos i know im not feeling well. luckily i manage to get in, if not i will feel really sad becos i put in effort to go down even though im sick
frens who met me during my sick period say tht i look pale.. wendy said tht i look so GREEN! all fo them kept asking me if im ok? thanks for all ur concern especially to the sweetie pies who are always ard me.. paperger love u all~ hugs
my flu is better.. sore throat is slightly better.. but cough is really bad, feels like im coughing to death. v dry and itchy throat.. and also i cant slp well, no appetite to eat, and now im headache..
get well soon paperger..
everyone's falling sick.. leanna babe went down to herbal shop, wanted to buy some herbal tea for me but its sold out. Lots of my dear frens are down with flu, cough and more.. i guess its due to e bad weather.. sigh..

hmm.. i feel tht people should appreciate and cherish wht they have before its gone.
many times, pple jus take things for granted and start to regret when its gone
by den, its too late..
be true to urself.. do wht u think is right, not against ur integrity n dun harm anyone ard u. be transparent abt the way u do things and say nothing but e truth
i dont see e need to backstab one another, thts y im always standing on the fence and watch things happen & keep myself away from troubles.

u like tht person, den hang out with tht person
dun like tht person, jus let it be.. dun provoke him/her..
stay away keep peace & there is no need to be hypocrite cos its really fake..
if anything happens, jus b cool abt it.. ^^
oh well, not everyone thinks like me.. cos i know some pple do get jealous and all.. but its ok.. its not gonna affect my life..
Just be urself! this is me e paperger..
cheers!!

im really sick~ went to doctor and he gave me lots of medicine.. when i show e white plastic bag of medicine to my frens, all go OMG, so much! i could hardly speak.. this feeling sux.. kept coughing and used so much tissue paper.. Thank you christine the sweetie pie for ur effort of making a bottle of honey water yesterday, im really touched.. so sweet of u babe! hope tht we get e job together and work together during comex!

im back to share afew pics from last sunday shoot.. was supposed to do another private shoot but postponed it.. Jerlin cant make it for this shoot and pie asked me to replace her..
thanks to photographers like romie, vergil, picheers, raymond and many many more~


simply love this simple yet nice shot of pie.. she look super sweet and natural

i love e feel of this pic.. the cool background.. plus a sweet cute jane as main object!








alrights.. i will b back to update.. gonna go down for some rehersal for next show as well as attend a sweetie pie's bday after tht.. CASSE's bday!

rem e guy in hat who appeared on so many pics when i didnt even know him during the whosgoing.com.sg MOS party.. he msged me a long msg in whosgoing.com.sg. This is how the msg goes.

"hey i read the msg u posted in ur blog cbox. i tot i was juz being frenly. it appears u tot i liked u or something. get real. i was talking to alvin n n happen to met u n ben.
n it was u asked to take the photos together with ben. n u can still say i was around ur frens n u. if u didnt want me around then just say so. The rest of whosging were all my frens too. i knew dan dan n kyle long before u knew them. juz that we're not close guy frens.
a lot of guys like to be jealous when they see another guy take pics with a slightly pretty girl n they will comment on all sorts of things.
its so sad. u said urself that do not look at a person just by the looks n what others say. but u seem to be doing just that.
whosgoing.sg is a close community, where most of the people know each other. i've never had any such thing happen with other female whosgoing frens. u're the first. Thanks for hurting my feelings. n embarassing me infront of kyle n dan n er whosgoing frens. i'L never talk to u again"

Den, he msg me AGAIN! well, after this, i start to agree with the rest that he is really weird, have mental illness or something..

"u had to say such hurtful things, saying even i posed with u n u didnt pose with me. if u don't like it than please take our photos OFF ur blog. u don't have to rub it in u know. we're at whosgoing are all happy go lucky people, enjoying taking photos.

if u've got a problem then why not discuss it. u're purposely trying to embarass me infront of everybody who read ur blog. what did i do wrong to u? is it wrong to talk n b frenly. what did i talk to u about? normal stuffs. i didnt talk anything inapproapriate?

n becoz ur a pretty girl, everyone will listen to u. True... i don't know u n u don't know me. its a culture at whosgoing.sg to take photos together. n what u've done is just shocking. i've never encountered people like u saying things to me like this n even more putting such comments about me on ur blog. if u want to ruin people's modelling career before they even start then i guess u'r good at that.

n about my long profile. u r suppose to do up ur profile. its been said by the head ambassadors n whosgoing directors. thats what this website is all about in the firrst place. a place to express urself n make new frens. i've shortened it if u look at ur comments in the past n u stil make a big fuss bout it.Its those people who do not have an open mind tend to complain n complain.

I know ur a popular model. By doing such things to put other people down, how do u tink people will perceive u as a model?Isn't life unpredictable. We try to be nice to people n get something unexpectedly bad.

or r u angry bcoz i said i could not recognize u tat nite as paperger... when everyone else can recognise how beautiful n popupar u are?There are many more girls who are more beautiful, more pretty n of more nicer n humbling personality. N much more talented in modelling, singing n dancing.

Tot i respected u a lot after reading ur good blog contents. but after ur comments guess ur not worthy of being a fren... even online fren "

"u even need to showcase the fact that u black list me. common stop being so immature. ur 19 but ur like a kid.ur putting on a lot of make up. n ur pic makes u look way more older like ur 26?

but ur still playing all these kiddy games.if u've got a problem wit me, then explain it in words like u do in ur blog. ur good at writing rite? n we can settle this.Why are u showcasing ur hate for me n everyone to see? i neva showcase anything about u to my gfrens?"

after reading e msges, i was laughing! wth? everyone knows that u r WEIRDO!
"never talk to me again"? dun talk to me den.. cmon dude, all my frens can be my witness that i have never ever asked u to take pics with me. we were trying to be "nice", so we didnt ask u to fuk off..

who are u? and why would i wana take pic with a stranger? LOOK INTO E MIRROR ok? ur not a star or something, ur jus a wanna be.. be realistic! btw, i dont find u attractive at all. i have never tot tht u like me or something.. who will want u to like her? LMAO not me for sure..
so wht if dandan & kyle knows u long ago? do u know that u are unpopular? do u think that they like u? dont think u have "close guy friends", if u have, u wouldnt be following us from level 2 down to level 1.. u would have mix with ur own frens.

to be honest, i dont make frens becos of looks and wht others say.. wht affects me was wht u "did" and wht u "bitch" and "msg" me.. i have yet to make any comment abt u on my blog but u claimed that i did. btw, did u rem tht i told u im a "student" the first time u met me? i dun need pple to perceive me as a "model", cos model is still a human like anyone out there on streets. i dun need pple to recognise me on streets and all, i know that wht u wan. i jus wana be myself, a normal person out there. N for ur information, my fren is "air bus driver" not "bus driver".

i havent embarassed u.. but u reminded me to do so after sending me long msges. Anywayz, good luck & all e best for ur "modelling career". I never have any bad intentions against u, didnt expect u to say such mean stuffs to me when im so sick.. think abt it, do u think ur msg will bring me down? i dun need a fren like u anywayz..

This is the very first encounter of such weird pple who is dying to have fame & get famous, making such comments abt me. i dun care/mind whtever u wana say abt me, im v transparent person, im sharing it here cos i feel thts its really funny & ridiculous~

btw, abt my "thick makeup", all my close frens who know me in person know tht i use ONLY loose powder.. NO liquid foundation, 2 way cake.. becos its rare for me to have pimples on my face & my complexion is quite gd. pple like dandan, kyle and many others saw me w/o makeup, they know wht i mean. i gonna thank u for saying tht i look like 26, cos this is e first time in my life, someone actually guess my age older den my actual age. whenever i go clubbing, bouncers will check my IC. so i shall take it as a compliment, thanks!

N also im 20 this yr not 19, pls get ur information right before u try to flame me, cos ur gonna embarass urself! loser like u should jus fuk off n get a life ok? no point msging me so much cos im not gonna entertain anymore msges from u, i have more meaningful things to do. i told myself not to write too much abt u cos u dun worth so much time of mine. i believe everyone have their own eyes to see for themselves, no point writing so much bullshit like u did.

What an embarassment! stop using kyle and dandan name in the msg ok? cos they are in diff legue from u! im sure u have hidden agenda? since there are many more other prettier & more talented girl den why did u stick to us tht night? u should b happy tht i actually posted e pics INCLUDING u onto my blog. cos i felt tht it wouldnt be nice for me to post up pics tht i crop u off. u wana get famous right? i shall help u to get famous den.. No need to thank me, ur welcome! Btw, u sound v sore & sour.. be a man and accept things ok?

i have heard tht u have "stalk" several girls from whosgoing.com.sg. Just becos they didnt voice it out to u doesnt mean tht they are ok with wht u did. im childish? hmm, tht means ur even worse, cos i didnt bother to reply any of ur msges and u kept msging me! LOL.. stop being such a pest.. its so annoying! I have also check with kyle, benn as well as alvin, all of them said tht i DID NOT INVITE u to take ANY pics with us, U CAME IN while ur not INVITED. so i have witnesses~ what do u have? private msg me for apology now is too late ok? too bad! u made things turn out so ugly while i tried to be nice to u.. somehow u pissed me off by playing around with words, somehw whtever u say contradict.

oh yea.. life is still gd(this is wht piyan always say)! Just be cool~ cheers!

paperger complains alot.. so sorry abt tht.. feeling moody and all becos i have been sick for sometime.. medicine makes me feel drowsy~ i still make my way down for selection of fashion show, took a cab n pick up another 2 models. But they made me, a sick girl, waited under her block on cab for 25mins and they cant be bothered to pick up their phone! One of them explained tht becos her phone low batt.

another girl even picked up and asked me who m i? arghh!! she told me she's coming down now and hang up on me without saying bye.. after waiting for ard 5-10mins, i called her again, she didnt pick up. i told myself this is e one last time! she said she's in e lift~ n she took another 5mins to get out of tht freaking lift!

cant believe tht i was so patient with them and guess wht? they came down and asked me to get off tht cab and i paid e money.. e meter was $5+ when i reach and waited until $11+! wth?? den she told me to get off the cab cos bf is coming to fetch us down. i felt so mad!! y cant u tell me earlier? i could have gotten down the cab and paid $5+ instead and dun have to get scolded by cab uncle. i told myself not to do such shit anymore, pple will only take advantage of u when ur nice. no point.. not worth~ N we were 1 hr late.. e other girls who went down early waited 1hr+ for us.. sigh.. never once i have to wait for anyone on cab for total of 25mins.. im quite upset abt it.. but again, by just spending 11bucks is enough to see pple's true colour.. its worth it.. ^^