paperger jus got home not long ago.. had morning shoot.. woke up at 6+am.. luckily pie called me, if not im gonna be late.. had flu yesterday.. sad! shot until 12+ or 1pm.. first outfit was white spag top, shorts and heels.. 2nd outfit was black dress from agri's shop~den had lunch with e sweet shoot organiser baby fairy as well as other photographers at raffles city.. thank you shren aka babyfairy, she is really fun loving & cute lady. she put in effort to wake up at 5am, made sandwiches that taste great for all of us. oh yea remember im ur baby and ur the fairy? LOL jkjk.. hope all e photographers enjoyed e shoot and had fun~ ^^ hope to work with u guys in future. after tht, leanna finished her tfcd shoot and came over to join us. slack untl 4+ with benn & leanna @ sushi teh..

den went down to get our complimentary ice lemon tee outfit.. was kind of unhappy abt e way they do things.. the sales assistant was pushing me to make up my mind on which outfit to choose so that she can write e recipt of e dress without telling us that we cant change our mind after tht. After that, i saw something else, a black skinny jeans, that i wan but she said no change is allowed after she wrote tht recipt but e problem is i havent even took e outfit n get tht recipt. its jus a simple change of item~ so my fren suggested if we can top up a value of $ and they said NO. sigh.. suuxx right? felt tht they should b more flexible, cant do things in such rigid way always. hmmm, was thinking, if im paying for it, its a different story? think abt it, its not big money, no point getting angry over it, so i said nvm den n went off. somehw, i didnt like e bad attitude and still complain. in service line, e service is very important, to my surprise, the manager was kind of rude too, maybe becos she was busy? so far, i havent met any of their staff tht make me feel this way. even their lady boss and boss are v nice pple..furthermore i saw a few other stuffs tht i wana buy from them. since this incident happened, i told myself nvm den, i wun buy anymore stuffs from them anymore. my membership card can b dump. can always buy things from else where, it didnt affect my day! bought a new sweet black dress n wore it immediately cos i love it so much!

bday boy derrick treated 3 of us, leanne, mel n myself gd dinner at hyatt hotel.. took quite a number of pics.. will b back to share e pics tml morning.. e dinner cost 400+.. after tht, we head down to arena.. woohooo... e band was quite gd! hahaa.. took a pic with e lead singer n he looks younger den his age n he's really frenly, nice & sweet man.. ^^ cool~ he tot tht im underage jus becos i look young! hahaa.. den he ask where i sit at.. wana buy me drinks.. aww... feel shy when he say we look pretty!! blush blush~~ but too bad.. i was so high n den DRUNK! n left w/o saying BYE to him.. so sorry dude

too bad novie cant join us cos of her bro's bday.. babe, join us in future ok?
:( paperger MERLION.. puke at e stairscase downstairs.. LOL.. havent do this for almost 1 yr. thanks leanna for sending me all e way to door step! love u all.. MUACK N HUGS.. u all rock~~ woooohooo!!!

so pai seh la.. made benn came all e way down to ensure my safety back home n send e rest home.. thanks benn.. ur super nice & sweet..hugs all of us had fun~ thanks derrick for e kind dinner again ^^ happy bday! hope u enjoyed ur bday with us alrights nights.. hahaa.. pics will b up tml when im more sobber ok? i jus had my shower, feeling better

im awake~ hang over..! hahaa.. im sick.. having v bad flu.. all over achin
UPDATES~
SAT~




pretty mummy daphne did this manicure for babe janise @ her place on sat.. very nicely done.. have 3d arts design with crystal and did extention for e nail tht is too short. N e best part is, she won award for the nails she do and the price is v reasonable..



im gonna find her to do my nails when it grow longer!! she said tht my nails v nice..

janise & me! forgot to take pics with pretty patricia, daphne & stacy.. arghh.. wht a waste




myself~ ahaha.. siao char bo..




Sunday~
@ sushi teh with leana & benn.. been came down n meet me afrer e shoot since he was ard e corner of e shoot location



@ hyatt hotel.. mezza nine

Yummy Food~


Potatoes~ mashed potato & sour cream baked potatoes shared among us..as appetizers

My main course~ steak.. ^^

Mel's steak~ she ordered nice food again.. i like it


bday boy's.. salmon


Leanna's lamb chop if im not wrong..


Dessert~

chocolate choc with ice cream & berries- this is really nice~ we all finished this.. v quickly

berry, peach & hazelnut icecream if i didnt rem wrongly

strawberry fouche~ but i prefer fouche with ice cream~ hehe


Areana~

snap shot of hw arena looks~

group pics at our table.. we opened a bottle & played games..

who is he? he is e lead singer of e band, john molina.. he looks younger den his age


Photoshoot pics~


Pie ling- love her features


Sweet Jane- bond girl?


me.. e bond girl pose


hiding!


3 of us~




omg.. had flu & slight sore throat on sunday.. n its getting really bad now. kept coughing for entire day, i have used one pile of tissue! its right in front of me on the table, one "mountain" of it! my throat hurts.. can feel e dry-ness.. had soup as dinner.. wish to eat cheesecake when noti dandan told me tht he's eating cheesecake! sigh~ im sick again! sad~ sobsob!! i hate this feeling.. i spend all day long at home today as a gd girl but its not getting better.. still have to go down for casting tomorrow.. god bless~>_<
i can hardly speak

did a bbc channel launch event at national museum yesterday~ took afew pics to share..

Look at this.. isnt it beautiful? its SAND! e man from indian did this with his own hands! amazing~ i saw it with my own eyes.. e host of e night, adrian pang was there.. didnt take pics with him cos he was busy, trying to rem tele tubbies.. which colour is which name?

here are e famous chefs~ 2 of them who took pic with me wrote a book..

E handsome guy in middle appear on bbc channel.. he cooked for princess diana, prince charles b4.. e lady beside him is his gf.. really tall & pretty lady

with another lady who work with me.. patricia..

bb & me.. he came down to find me @ national museum after im done with e event

here's bb new bike~

yea.. this is me & his new bike.. nice?

Pics from yesterday's Whosgoing.com.sg's party~ im not into clubbing... this is e first whosgoing party for me.. went down with benn after simple dinner & movie.. met afew frens and of cos made new frens

Pics taken by my digital camera..

With Kyle.. e leader of DSG

With grp members

with alex.. knew him for sometime n havent met him for 3yrs+
Pics by photographer alvinz





very nice lighting? keep changing colours




nice background? its e stairs of MOS
btw i duno who is tht guy with hat.. he happen to be in so many of my pics.. since my friends and i start taking from level 2.. down the stairs & at level 1..
notice that i didnt pose with him? cos i really duno him, he started talking to me when we are about to leave..

http://www.findfelicia.blogspot.com/ & http://poww.livejournal.com/97634.html
MISSING GIRL! PLEASE HELP~
19year old girl, felicia disappeared for more than 2 weeks! she is my dad's fren's daughter.. Had dinner with her dad a few times together with my parents..
They have filed police report after she went missing for afew days and the police didnt really help much. All her friends and family are really worried and its not a runaway case.. its also publish on the papers! Some people are really crude to make brainless comments about her, very heartless! she is just a 19 yr old girl and she went missing for so long!
When they track her last phone records, they found out she called up a cab driver who usually pick her & her frens up. But when they asked that cab driver, he said he dun even know her.. sigh..
Hopefully she's ok.. god bless..

More pics to share from butter factory POST EVENT party~

benn n i

ice lemon tee lady boss.. she is so cute n nice lady~

sweet gilian n i

grp pics~

posing for cameras~

kston~ taken some time back at coffee club @ taka while having lunch.. i forgot abt e pics until today.. he have been asking me for this pic afew times!LOastpost this up..

looks yummy?? also at coffee club but with benn, david & other photographers..

dun freak out.. this is me.. with no blusher, no lip gloss, if im not wrong is jus v light makeup.. ugly right? can u image paperger with no makeup? looks v pale, l
im super bored @ home~ so i decided to take some pics.. :D

taken by a kind photographer during last wkend shoot.. so windy~ gonna rain~

hehe..kind of like this shot.. ^^

yea its wed, no sch for me!! wooohooo!!

Paperger's really happy about my blog.. beautiful layout by kyle as well as smooth & classical piano piece by chester..BIG THANK YOU FOR BOTH OF U! i love e music especially jeff chang's wo shi zhen de~ im really huge fan of his. Pls dont laugh at me ok? i used to buy mag/paper tht feature jeff chang.. buy all his ablums once its out.. quite crazy right?

met him in person afew times when he came over to promote his ablums.. was quite upset tht i was unable to go for his concert back den.. N also i once told my frens tht, if anyone can sing like jeff chang or looks like him, must tell me.. think abt it, its quite funny! he is 20yrs older den me~ im jus so into him.. his voice is really unique.. love his old songs. LOL.. his official fanclub website is http://www.jeff0326.com/ i guess many of u have forgotten him when new singers like jay chou, JJ and more come in.

chester is really gd.. we voice call on msn n he played e songs tht i name out LIVE~ sigh.. y didnt i learn piano well and play as well as chester? sobsob! regret~~ duno y.. i jus love jeff chang's love song.. prince of ballads~ im doing something v stupid when im bored.. listening to jeff chang songs over n over again.. i left my blog on to on e music..

next show coming up will b 8th aug for 2 brands @ velvet dragon~ gonna have more babes! wana come down support us? just let me know ok? ^^

sigh.. im so bored today.. weather have been pretty bad lately.. kept raining.. spoil my mood of going out for shopping~ envy benn.. he was @ manchester on sunday.. den went to milan on monday.. venice on tuesday.. duno where is he today, he will b back on thurs.. lucky him! to benn: u better buy me gift when ur back~ ahahaa.. if not.. u know wht's gonna happen to u! jkjk

i would like to get feedback abt my new blog layout~ u guys prefer e old or new layput? any suggestions on improving it?

Fri~
went down somerset to collect cheque(event pay).. so happen tht pretty babes like casse, gilliam and amy are there! ^^ casse is working there.. n we somehw become e "models" to pose with her.. LOL
went down to taka food feast.. had e japanese ice cream.. yummy yummy! im love to eat!


Sat~
woke up at 8+.. a call from pretty "inthepink". she was panicking and sound v stressed cos one of e model cant make it for e shoot. she have been calling alot of models to replace her.. so i agreed to help her out.. so im e replacement model
i was rushing like mad woman.. did my eye makeup first and e rest on e cab..
here are afew pics by e photographers of clubsnap..
sorry abt e panda eyes, i slp jus 3 hrs tht night. too bad e weather wasnt gd.. e shoot was den postponed to next wk.

after e shoot, went shopping with cutie kanny & petty ying @ vivocity..
met derrick after tht at golf course.. watched heros.. tiring long day..
n guess wht!! i rush down zouk ard 2+am.. i thought tht my fren is drunk or wht.. sigh.. end up i didnt slp tht night.. was thrown into swimming pool when im in this pink dress! i was freezing in e pool!! for ur information, it was raining! got home at 11+am.. arrgghh!!
btw, im gonna change my blog skin by today~ hope u guys will like it..

Updates!
alrights! i have spend a few hours with e help of Kyle to do up my New BlogSkin.. what do u guys think abt it? i wanted it to be "Butterfly" theme and of dark colour background so that its different from the old blogskin.. ^^ thanks so much kyle as well as chester for e beautiful piano pieces played by him~ I love this blogskin v much!

watched harry potter~ im quite disappointed.. e thriller looks gd but e show become boring and i felt tht its too summarised.. its nothing compared to e book. in e pass, wht makes e movie interesting was e game match but now they dun have it anymore. N they could have get better & prettier asian girl to act as Cho Chang.. i will give it 3/5 stars.. all of them grow so much..

im back with pics, pics & more pics!!!!! woooohooo.. i hate to read words, words & words..

this series of pics were taken by benn e pilot photographer~ thank you for e beautiful pics! benn have been really busy..

oh well.. this pic is enough for u to know where was e shoot..

Im Pink girl, pink adidas cap, jacket, pink bottle, pink nano~ LOL.. didnt manage to find my pink sneakers! arghh.. i lost afew pairs of shoe lately, cant find them!

nice jump!! LOL

pls ignore my fat legs!!

2nd outfit.. converse!

hmm... i look so FLAT!! all thanks to e sports bra..


i really climb up onto this tree.. arghh cant believe i did tht.. its so scary! LOL


i love e background!!

so this is hw i look when im fair.. i wana b fairer!

taken during dinner @ pump room.. on tues night after fashion show rehersal.. thank you derrick for e wonderful dinner treat~ duno y my arm looks so fat and e pic looks so dark.. LOL.. maybe im closer to camera..

wed fashion show @ butter factory
to be honest, its e very first time for paperger to step into butter factory~ surprising? cos paperger rarely club~
this time round, the makeup artist did light makeup for me unlike previous show.. becos e outfits r more casual~ and also my hair looks like Chun Li.. she made 2 buns for me~ suppose to look cuter & younger

pretty charlyene and myself in first outfit
i wish i have her height and big eyes

gillian & i in our first outfit

didnt take much pics with my digital camera cos i was kind of tired.. N was busy talking to my friends who came down..

pretty babes dancing! look at casse, so dolly right? ^^ sweet lookg girl


e mirror at butter factory! nice right?

show time!

first outfit.. 2 layered dress

2nd outfit.. it unique.. looks like a dress.. but when i open up.. it looks diff!
pls dun look at my fat tummy.. havent work out for sometime.. sorry!


my 3rd outfit on stage~ baby doll vintage style dress

she is tall, she is pretty and she is sexy! wooohoo!

group pics!

LOL! one of my fav pic! benn & i are e 2 monkeys on e right side while augestine snap this!

paperger with ^^V expression~ LMAO

pic taken by alvinz.. nice right? :D

augestine & i.. thank you so much for e pics.. ^^

glad that e fashion show turn out well~ ice lemon tee( e sponsor) staff and boss are very friendly and nice pple to work with.. ^^ they closed shop at 730pm for them to come down n support this fashion show & start work at 12pm on next day. good welfare and so supportive of them~ N guess wht?? each of us will get ice lemon tee outfit FOC.. hehe.. thanks!

went new paper new face audition yesterday morning.. as usual, im late, so i took a cab down..
oh well.. first time seeing so many pretty babes gathering together..
time to share pics.. all my pics r uneditted.. ^^


met pretty peggy!! 2nd runner up of last yr's new face contest... n also top 5 for miss singapore universe.. no air at all.. still e same frenly bubbly pretty babe.. ^^

took grp pics with e girls together.. guess who manage to make it into top 60?? its hard to guess... its actually e girl in blue on top left and another girl in green on buttom left.. however, both of them didnt make it into top 24. i shall not comment too much, its for people with eyes to judge for themselves

close up of e girls sitting down..
e girl in green make it thru.. i tot tht the 2 on right r better.. hmm... i duno wht r e judges looking for.. god knows..

belinda n me.. love her fake lashes.. ^^

winnie & i... new face rejects? LOL.. sound so poor thing.. but nvm la.. we r still out in town smiling :D


i love this pic of winnie.. she is really photogenic right? look like a cute little puppy.. kawaii!!

hehe... to be honest, i was quite disappointed. Not becos im a loser or wht.. if e chosen girls r really much better/prettier, its ok.. but we all felt otherwise.. well, its an experience for all of us even though we didnt make it thru.. ^^
its jus a 5 sec impression under dim light.. really require lots of luck.. n pretty krislyn and i happen to b in tall grp of girls, so they r shortest among them. e girl standing right beside me is super tall, taller den me by 1 head! face like zzzz with height also can get in.. wth.. I WANA B TALLER!
its hard to pick top 60 out of 200 babes.. n guess wht.. i duno hw they pick leh.. number 1-10 all got into top 60.. by the time, they reach number 100+, less den 20 places were left.. im speechless.. just look out for e top 24 n see for urself den..
pretty peggy told me tht e in charge said im v pretty but im not tall enough.. sigh.. i feel quite sad tht im short.. afew other girls cheated with super high heels.. i should have done tht too.. LOL.. jkjk..
anywayz, its over.. no point thinking abt it anymore.. its a gd exposure..LOL.. after tht, we all had fun.. went down town walk walk, slack slack, shopping~ ^^



i'll be doing a fashion show @ butter factory on wed.. ^^
let me know if ur interested to come down..

have been quite busy, havent been blogging for awhile..

watched e show die hard 4 this wk.. i give it 4/5. pretty nice show, action movie with pretty babe like maggie Q.. worth watching this 2 hr show..

i felt tht some part looks rather cool but quite "fake".. its too gd to be true..

Did a mini fashion show at velvet dragon.. total of 10 girls involved in this show, wearing kai's clothing.. didnt take much pics.. sigh.. i realised tht i miss out taking pics with some of e girl.. nvm, i must take with all of them on next show at butter factory

hmm... make up artist did a black smokey eye makeup for me.. with red lip gloss to match my black & red outfits.. n i jus realised tht i didnt take pics of myself in 2nd outfit, which is a pretty red dress! arghhh!!!! i love kai's clothing.. they r pretty n sexy~

sweet looking casse & myself

ladies in black.. NO SMILE PLS

myself at backstage.. listening to my mp3..

sexy back of ladies in black

lovely dress worn by ever 16 yr old michelle~ sexy~~

my 3rd outfit.. i love it v much.. v oriental style..

8 of us.. duno where e other 2 went.. e girl r going in n out always.. gonna start show soon!! wooohoo...

pics taken during e show..

1st outfit on stage

second outfit on stage

last outfit on stage

oh yea~ its over!!!!

@ last we manage to take pics of all 10 of us together, after e show

myself change back into my own clothing, drinking ~ hehe

whts next? had supper with e photographers who came down to support~ thank u benn benn, augestin as well as andy for coming down~ cya guys next wk at butter factory! ^^

alrights.. gonna run!!! gonna meet frens first.. having fitting for next wk show!! brb to update ok? cya guys

update..

did my fitting... hmm my outfit was quite nice too.. from ice lemon tea.. i love 2 of e dresses tht im gonna wear.. ^^

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together

sometimes, i wish that i dont have to grow old~
Remember those days whereby i have not much worries, was still happy and naive little girl from simple & happy family
simple things like mcdonalds, ice cream, candies, chocolates are enough to please me. I MISS THOSE DAYS.. not many stuffs to worry

paperger @ home..

My dear pal, roy &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp; me on cab & at my place..
i look so pale with v light make up today

paperger with her one and e only pal.. knew him since i was 16 turning 17.. n now im 19 turning 20..
time flies! im feeling old now.. my pal is leaving singapore this sunday.. he will be in australia for 2 yrs for studies
gonna miss him lots... still rem those days whereby i "drag" my pal to sentosa.. n see him becoming "lobster" after hrs under the HOT SUN.
when ur not ard, den i wun have someone to "complain" to.. well i love to complain.. LOL.. N i enjoy teasing this "mr nice guy".. we have nv seen each other angry b4.. this pal of mine looks v cute when he is shy.. well, he jus looks cute lah!
somehow i feel quite sad to see my dear friends going overseas... but somehow i feel happy for them.. sigh i duno hw to describe such feeling..
HUGS my dearest pal, take care yeah..
pls come back during ur holidays which is this dec until next feb and dun forget to find me ok? we hooked little finger to meet up when ur back! dont forget abt that! anywayz, love ya my dear pal.. dont worry, i will never forget u

taken during last photoshoot

update on 4th july outing with gb frens..
pple who turned up are chris, oscar, andy, gab, loki, dionna & her fren, khair, jun, myself... my fren kston n his fren joined us awhile..
oh well, i was disappointed with 3 of them from "Fantastic 4" family.. felt tht they took advantage of e rest.
even a simple meal at mos burger also wana complain expensive no money, made all of us waited for 2 of them for so long then see their black face and didnt even apologise. brought only 15bucks out n said tht will treat me dinner.. WTH lor.. i almost treat him dinner instead.. stupid A!! he is old ugly horny 29 yr old man with BLACK teeth, n very dirty!! his nickname is "Toweller".. LOL..such pple can only eat at hawker centre & coffee shop.. i feel so xia swuay to go out with them and they piss me off
One of them G.. said he have no money and guess wht? when i pass him 20bucks(which is more den enough) for cab fare, he told me, its ok, not enough i have money to top up. tht means he LIED tht he have no money!
N i was cheated by this little bastard, L~ he claimed tht he have no money to top up cab fare but after tht i realise tht chris actually gave him 10bucks for cab.. tht means this ass hole lied to me.. sigh.. i was shocked tht such thick skin pple ever exist. he still had e cheek to bluff chris tht he paid for cab fare! but he didnt even give me a cent!
poor chris.. he lend this little bastard over 200+ and nv get back his money.. y r these pple so begger?? he foot e entire bill for dinner and stuffs always for these ass holes.. duno wth is wrong with these pple? no money still dare to go out and expect others to pay?? its so OMG..
i told myself, i will never wana meet these 3 pple anymore!

Updates

watched transformers.. its really cool!! really beautiful cars transforming, nice graphics n also a hot babe~ 2.5hrs movie..
i give it 4/5.. next show tht i wana watch is die hard 4.. followed by harry potter, it seems more exciting den e pass few harry potter movie! ^^

arghh.. i went shopping again.. spend money again! bought a lovely yellow corset top from topshop and i think im gonna wear it for new paper new face audition next sat~ wish me luck~ bought afew other clothings.. im quite happy~ hehee

oh ya.. i'll be at velvet dragon on 11th july, wed, for a fashion show wearing Kai's clothings.. and 18th july,wed, i will b at butter factory.. ^^ let me know if u guys r interested to come down.. cya! Kai's clothing are really nice! sexy & nice fitting sizing for petite asians! ^^ im gonna spend money again.. Buy their clothings..

went for photoshoot yesterday morning.. at MacRichie

hehe.. its a photoshoot tht's "very me"

i enjoyed the shoot.. dont have to wear high heels, thick makeups such as fake eye lashes, v casual comfortable outfit such as track shoe/sneaker shoes, sports wear (no skirt or dresses) and caps..

met familar photographers such as benn, jimmy, harry and more..

e shoot was quite lively and happening.. filled with smiles and laughter.. cos i shared with them some "joke" abt e "popular guy"

very active shoot.. jumped, climb up tree trunk, lamp post and more.. LMAO.. very "monkey"

My first outfit.. adidas.. white & pink cap & jacket & shorts~

with white towel, pink nano, pink bottle..

Second outfit, Converse set~ red & blue sleeves tee, berms & sneaker shoe~