more com asia pics.. taken by photographer benn~

met my cute "didi" aka tommy(but he is much older den me) on tues..

poor him, extracted his wisdom tooth.. got 1 wk MC and have swollen jaw..

thus we didnt take pics.. haha.. will take pics with him next time round..

even though he's on MC, he still have work to do.. wht to do? he's busy man.. i guess tht e life for pple who works in media industry..

hugs.. hope he will get well soon.. :D

met kston for late lunch and pool session yesterday.. den allan joined us after tht for dinner.. and then, met kston's classmates at holland v.. guess wht? i know afew of his classmates~ so qiao leh!! sg so small.. i met them during casting some time ago.. LOL..

alrights.. time to share pics tht i took..

Wondering which brand & series of camera i've been using?
Fujifilm.. i would say tht this camera is pretty gd~ but i wish tht mine is e Z series, PINK camera!!! this pic is taken by canon camera.. look yellowish right?

taken with his canon camera again.. duno y it looks so yellowish.. some pple may prefer warmer colours but i prefer natural colour... oh.. my mac brown pigments are rather obvious here..

Next, we try out 4 expression.. XI, NU, AI, LE

XI- happy us.. this is ok.. jus smile..

Nu- angry face!.. i had HARD time doing this expression, kept laughing non stop! LOL.. im not a gd actor.. do i look angry? hmmm.. im trying to look angry, need kston to teach me lah.. tried so many times

AI- sad expression.. SIGH.. this works? looks moody right?

LE- extremely overjoyed? thts wht kston told me.. LOL.. having fun? this is much easier.. First take is enough

Now.. lets do any funny expressions~ Free style.. LOL

Kston n i made a conclusion- both of us are BAD photographers, maybe we can only be e object in pics.. LOL..
whenever we take pics, we will "chop" off something..LOL (eg: he takes e pics, he will "chopped off" himself.. and when i take pics, i will "chop off myself)

kept myself free from assignments this wkday to enjoy my holidays.. tired of working hard for events and shoot.. have time to meet up my dear frens, go shopping and all... hehe!! was suppose to go malaysia from 30 june to 2 july for shoot in beach wear, bridal gowns and all but i cant make it.. well there is always another chance yea..

Im back to update.. this is wht i did in evening.. did a event at khandy bar (did i spell it right?)..

CK in2u..

This is the tshirt..both cheryl and i wore it n matched it with jeans..

both of us in e tshirt.. not v gd pic, e light casting shadows on our face
she is pretty isnt she? tan, sporty, petite, pretty babe.. ^^

glad to meet her once again n do events together..

who's that? i think i dun have to say his name again.. LOL.. its stated above..

Thanks for coming down^^

love huirong :D

chance or choice?

more pics of com asia!!!

i feel so short standing beside e tall babes!


they look so cute lah!!! i love them~~~look so dolly! wooohoo... huiyi & winnie... kawaii wor! twins?

met kston yesterday for dinner & ocean 13 movie yesterday evening~
well, ocean 13 is pretty ok.. just felt tht its too good to be true.. too perfect..
eye candies in tht movie.. but its really funny.. ^^ watch it! i give it 4/5
ate ben & jerry ice cream while watching.. yummy~

went to alleybar for afew drinks with my fren john after tht...

Our first order, Lychee martini & strawberry martini @ rouge..



Kston have sharp features.. love his nose.. i feel so ugly beside him.. LOL
he do have some pics at certain angles tht looks like nicholas tse.. girls, pls grab him when he is single now.. hahaha!
he kept saying tht im like a kid! arghh!!!

Came across something which i think that its very true.. took it from kston..

When we meet the right person to love, when we're at the right place at the right time, that's chance.
When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice. That's chance.
Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a choice. That's also a chance.
The difference is what happens afterwards.
When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?
That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling.
If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance. That's choice.
When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's choice.
Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same, that's choice.
Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance.

But true love that lasts is truly a choice. A choice that we make.

Regarding soul mates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe is so true about this: Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen.
I do believe that soul mates do exist.
That there is truly someone made for you.
But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not.
We may meet our soul mates by chance, but loving and staying with our soul mate is still a choice we have to make.

We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love...BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly..

This is Moji! The soft toy that is given out at the booth that i work at during Com Asia 2007.. people are queue up for this cute thing!

pretty babes.. Huiyi, Winnie & Linda
dont u think that huiyi and winnie look like twin sister?
especially when they put on "bob" hair.. its so retro and cute!

Group pics of us.. including pretty babes like drusila, krisly, linda, grace..
the lucky guy is from sydney..luki

lovely sweet drusila!! dont you think that she looks like jamie yeo
big beautiful eyes and nice smile..

Moji girls.. linda and myself~
we are so lucky.. get free soft toys and also no "uniforms" required.. we wear whtever we feel comfortable in and e pay was pretty gd..

oh well.. im so tired! com asia ended.. and i fall aslp on train on e way home.. from EXPO to JURONG! OMG!! 1 hr journey~ not easy to make money leh~
fall aslp at 11pm while watching tv.. cant tahan anymore! shagged!
not much time to meet up friends! sobsob.. have been wanting to go shopping lately..

im so unlucky yesterday.. did a paper in e morning and guess wht! i was using the calculator and halfway thru, it went OFF! cant on it anymore! run out of battery during my exams! OMG! i dropped my eraser and ruler.. and i drew graphs with SIM card.. LOL.. e paper was tough, shake head! and got onto indian taxi uncle cab to expo for com asia and there is this smell in the cab tht makes me feel sick..

took pics of myself.. i was so bored!! LOL
showing off my nails.. pretending to look shocked
act pityful and blur..
smiling and lookaway~

During com asia, i was quite sian and pissed with some pple.. typical singaporeans, come for FREE GIFTS.. KIASU! first question from their mouth is, IS THIS FREE? well, we are there to promote the product, i-widgets and messenger.. not the soft toy.. i know e soft toy is very cute but pls be nicer lah.. at least follow through and know more about the free product that we have first. there is this ridiculous lady who complained that we are rude to her just becos she didnt get the soft toy when we are running out of it.. another lady LIED her way through just to get it.. these pple are really "ugly"~ Luckily the pple who are at e booth are great pple to work with, thank you guys! it was a great experience working with u all.. cya guys, justin, linda, shyna, billy, luki, robert and more..

went for a morning shoot just now.. it was free and easy shoot.. n thank you guys for e sushi teh lunch~ hopefully e pics turn out nice.. ^^
was supposed to go down shine models for modelling lessons.. i won e free lessons that worth 1k+ from Miss sweetheart.. but didnt make it due to delay of shoot, im late again..
N gonna go down for emmy's bday ktv session with bb... emmy's bf mic keep calling me magaret lee! buay tahan leh.. do i really look like her? i dont think so leh.. duno y a number of pple said so.. damn sian lah!! i wana b myself... original me ok? time for some rest first.. hehe!

i love this pic of myself.. i duno y.. LOL
was taken last yr..

this pic was taken sometime ago.. forgot to post up here until now.. once again, thank you joho for nice pics~ cya soon
wooo... really busy busy wk for me~

Sat
went for private outdoor photoshoot in e morning..
the photographer, kin, is a nice person.. i was having cough flu as well as sore throat.. he asked if i need breaks, need breakfast, need drinks.. e shoot went on pretty smoothly despite the bad rainy weather.. he treat me lunch at din tai feng as well as paid for my cab transport home to rest. Glad tht he enjoyed e shoot and got e pics tht he wan within 2hrs shoot even though he paid me 3(i was late again)..
rouge event was pretty fun.. worked with hot & pretty babes.. such as mel, amanda, angela, regine and more.. all of us dressed up as japanese sch girls.. we are paid to party~ isnt it fun?
N we all made new frens during this event.. LOL.. thanks for e drinks
SAD THING= i didnt bring digital camera! arghhh.. so babes & photographer who snapped some pics, pls send me!!
I LOST MY VOICE RIGHT AFTER THIS EVENT!

SUN

watched fantastic 4 with bb.. was a short movie, 1.5hrs to 2hrs..
well, jessicia is still hot and pretty.. but i prefer previous outlook & image.. her blonde hair looks too artifical to me..
"silver surfer" is really cool.. however, i didnt really like e storyline n some of e jokes arent tht funny..
i give it 3.5/5

MON-Today
did a event this morning with pretty babe, cheryl.. i love her nose, in fact her features, her face.. she resembles sammi zheng.. i must bring along camera n snap some pics with her tml when we did e event(its a 2 day event) "Inspired Luxury" located at Singapore Museum at stamford road.. so happen tht our bday is so near(2days diff), we r both tan & petite & boyish and we have afew common frens.. LOL
n guess wht! i bumped into e guys who were in charge of me for rouge event during today's event.. they were the guest n they rem me! still asked me, "hws was the night at rouge?" LOL..

Anyone going down Communic Asia 2007? if u are, u may bump into me at hall 3.. under e company MORF(aust company), promoting mojikan(which is e pet on my blog) as well as moji messenger which is intergrated with yahoo messneger, msn messenger with virtual 3d pet whereby u can play with, chat with and more.. i will be there for 3 days.. cant make it for wed due to my exam.. gonna clear tht paper~ gonna jiayou! Sign up for an account free with morf and u will get free soft toy of moji!


Testing george's psp's camera while having simple dinner at BK after long day work at Communic Asia 2007.. surprisingly.. e pic quality is quite gd..
see.. i was moving my hands.. LOL.. capture e motion..

Look at george's funny monkey expression!! LOL

im not allowed to delete e pics~ sobsob.. see my panda eye & eye bag.. OMG

will be back to update pics from com asia.. met many frens there such as drusila, winnie, shyna, even photographers like justin, eric and more~~
stood there for long day, from 10am to 6pm, only had 1 hr lunch break in between.. tiring! and talk to people while having sore throat.. felt very thirsty~
not easy to earn money~

Im quite disappointed and angry about this photographer..
always wana arrange mass shoot n stuffs with me.. but last min have stupid excuses.. or isit becos he have bad organising skills?
this is the 3rd time!
1st time he disappeared and i found out that he went overseas to shoot and FORGOT all about it.. so i thought nvm, i pretended as if i didnt know and didnt bring it up.
2nd time, he disappeared and as if we didnt mention about anything about shoot before. the next time he talk to me.. he change tbe subject away.. so i wondered, whts wrong with him? short term memory? aiya nvm, its ok.. small matters, dun need to get angry.
3rd time, he was the one who picked the date. made me confirm with him asap so tht he can post up abt the shoot. but when i double check with him when my schedule is really super tight, den he said oh. got meh? wana postpone to the wk after..
so i told him, its not tht i wana make a big fuss over small matters, i have tight schedules, and its quite troublesome and annoying to change plans always. Pls dont let such thing happen again. If not, its gonna be very hard for us to work together in future. i even have msn chat history n smses as evidence lor..
ARGGHH!! not tht i love to complain or wht.. but this is seriously bad lah! SIGH!

Yesterday, i went for a rouge casting, followed by PSS shoot in e evening..
Feel free to come down Rouge tomorrow 930pm onwards to 3am.. The event is "who's your daddy?"(father's day special).
Check out 10 models (including myself and my fren hot mummy, amanda) in japan school girl uniform.. i think it sounds rather kinky

This was taken yesterday at PSS by a sweet lady..

sigh.. im sick again.. keep coughing.. its terrible
mummy said tht my body is too heaty.. its so hard to slp!!
keep tossing on my bed for hours, nose block, throat feel so irritated & itchy..
oh god... pls help me! allan said tht i cough as though im dying this morning!
it wasnt tht bad yesterday, was slight cough.. i guess e mcdonalds supper contributed to my sickness~
seems like many pple ard me are sick too..
everyone out there, pls take care, drink more water and rest more.. dun end up sick like me.. it sux

poor me, gonna cancelled off shopping trip and evening appointment.
wana to rest at home so that i will be well for tomorrow morning photoshoot and evening rouge's event. alrights, im going back to rest..
have a great wkend! :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vq20UrzjP2A

forgot to put up this video sometime ago..

its 2007 miss universe~ Poor Miss USA fell down..

miss korea, honey lee..

she is hot!! great figure & sharp features.. i think she is one of e best for evening gown segment

gd tht she won 3rd runner up~

miss japan is great too~ glad to see 2 asians making into top 5! so proud of them~

look at her dress.. look normal right? but she actually opened up, turn and swirl with it.. furthermore she is a dancer.. ^^ upz

went casting yesterday n bumped into another model amanda.. den we went for lunch as well as some shopping.. check her out for new man mag competition.. forgot to take pics with her.. she is hot mummy! support her ok??

notice my cute little pet?? its called mojikan~

its a i-widget, virtual pet tht u can add on ur personal blog, be it xanga, blogger, friendster and more~ It will "reads" on ur latest entry on blog, and display the mood immediately.. such as happy? sad- it may try to cheer u up? i think its really cute n cool~ if u r interested, u can sign up FREE at http://www.mojikan.com/..

im back from malaysia
feeling really tired after going through the long preparation such as spending most of our time folding bags of paper money, taking shifts of burning them day and night and lots more.
it was a sad wkend for my family
especially when each of us take turns to take a last look at grandma before she is buried
Many of us cant control ourselves and cried..
This is the first time during my 20 yrs of life, see my Dad drop a tear..
Uncles, Aunties, Cousins, little brother and myself cried too..
I know that this is part and parcel of life
All of us tried to do our best for grandma, hopefully she can rest in peace after fighting her illness for pass 2 yrs

Still remember those days whereby grandma was healthy and treat us well
She used to give little brother n me money to buy snacks and share with the rest when mum refused to- reason kids shouldn't eat too much snacks, bad for health, bla bla bla..
Whenever i get into trouble, i will find grandma to be my "shield" to get away with punishments & scoldings from parents
I MISS MY AH MA~
lesson learn- cherish people around you when they are still around you. They may leave you anytime.. dont regret..

paperger may not able to update my blog for e next few days~
grandma in malaysia just pass away 1 hr ago..
no more colour clothing for me for awhile, no colourful makeups, no accessories and more..
postponed my wkend shoot to other days cos i'll be bak to malaysia until mon..
dun worry, everything is ok for me..

update~
oh yes.. i met pretty mummy maggie on monday.. n saw her cute little son kayson.. as well as her gd looking hubby..family tht consist of happy and gd looking pple.. perfect! n thru them, i know new frens.. n wana say a big thank you to my new fren for buying me nice lunch as well as dinner.. take care when ur in overseas..
anywayz, babe.. hope to cya soon.. ur so pretty!

once again, im quite disappointed..
some pple out there are just so selfish, calculative, annoying, bloody liar.. in other words, FUCK UP! they jus wana take advantage of pple ard them..or rather make use of pple n tht sux~ they will only find u when they need u.. u know who u are..

having bad mood lately.. lost quite a number of gunbound games becos of some ass holes... scolded afew pple who pissed me off.. and qurrel with someone whom i hate to qurrel with.. sigh! i think im falling sick soon.. having headache.. body aches.. feel tired easily but i slept alot when im bored.. even though i wana go shopping but im too lazy,tired n feel down/sian to leave e house.. whts wrong with me??

have been trying to forget abt someone.. even though he did wrong things, made me upset and all.. but i've been nice to him.. still meet up with him as frens. n he told me tht he dun deserve it.. well, i seriously duno hw to be bad to him.. n i do get jealous when i know im not suppose to.. During these few months, i have been trying hard/ struggling to move on..
have rejected quite a number of guys cos i dun wana waste their time and i know im not rdy yet.. N im not sure if when will i be rdy for someone else.. I guess its really hard for me to trust any guy for now..


feeling really bored.. so i took afew pics..
YAWNZ...

Hi, im back from sweetheart competition.. so tired~~
managed to take some pics at backstage and share it here~
its my first time taking part in competition, its a gd exposure and experience
let me share pics of us in sweetheart tee.. followed by e gowns

makeup artist, Chloe..

hot Kimberly n me..

myself and janise.. :D

was waiting for e show to start.. this is Ivy~

winnie and tezza(did i spell ur name right, pretty babe?)

she told me tht i look like her cousin~ do we look alike? maybe i have a common face?

myself on left, middle is mich- we all feel tht she looks like jaslyn tay becos of her sharp features and she is very tall and pretty maddie~

presenting number 12m(talent runner up, she sings so well), 11m and 10m

look at at lady on e right? she is really a pretty mummy! i love her dimple~ u cant never guess her age right!! she is runner up of queen category..

She won miss charming~ she looks much younger den her age~

look at these this girl.. she so young, cute and pretty~ i feel tht she looks like a princessy doll becos she is mix blood! i like her very much~ she have potential!

lady on left is e winner of queen category~ another pretty mummy who looks much younger den her age~ i love her features!

Another gorgeous young babe.. she is mix blood and she won teens supermodel as well as overall supermodel crown! another babe who have potential and bright future~

cute and lovable pat(runner up) on e left!

myself and liying~

young pretty babes standing together

Left- runner up of teens category..

Look at these pretty gowns! i love them~~ i forgot to take pic of liling's gown... its really pretty.. maddie managed to take a pic of it~

Little fairy? LOL.. her dress is so cute!

madelaine n sashu(did i spell it right?) sorry..

winner of miss category is in the middle.. arghh.. didnt manage to take a gd pic with her with my camera.. she is very experienced, confident and well like

pat, myself and maddie.. in our dresses

Winner of teens category~ as well as 2 other titles, miss photogenic and one more.. miss popularity or something else?

group pics

left- kimberly, talent winner, she dance well~ middle- japanese babe, yuki.. right- janice, gonna thank her for touching up my make up

2nd runner up of miss category~ experienced and confident babe..

i jus realised tht i didnt take enough pics of babes in gowns.. i was too tired to take more pics after a long day! gonna admit tht i was too busy due to exams and lazy to practise e walks in front of mirror.. n also i didnt get the gown tht my fren design for me on time becos he's too busy with fashion shows overseas.. thus, i wore my simple tube dress and some accessories that i have..

few of us didnt buy banners, tickets for frens n family to come down, dvd video and cd pics.. some girls really put in the effort to rent gowns, buy gowns, matching accessories, shoes and more..i didnt buy anything new specially for this competition cos i felt tht these should b sponsored and i may not get to use them in future..

i was surprised to get miss supermodel award judging by evening gown segment.. the moment they announce my number and name, i went blank and i was really shocked. i looked at the girl next to me, and i said HUH? OMG! its me? it took me some time to walk out and get the award.. honestly, other den "luck", i cant figure out the reason why i got this award.. N its a gd start for me, im contented~

Thank you organiser as well as e pretty babes i met there.. im glad to know all of you and overall, its a great experience and its fun even though i didnt get to interact with all the girls.. All of u did very well, congrats to those to win titles! Hope to see all of u soon, maybe we should have an outing? LOL.. take care!

N i rushed down for my darling, Jaselin's bday! look at e oero cheesecake tht her fren baked for her~ so sweet of her.. it taste nice even though it may not look tht appealing..

Pics taken during pass few days..

during lunch break..

with belinda and jerline~